Perhaps terrors can be misleading?
I had a recent experience in dream land that seemed to be going in a horrible direction at first. Things were happening that were causing me great concern and it seemed to be due to an appearance of a being. It seemed this being had his own motives that may not correspond with mine. I may have even been in trouble. The situation seemed really tricky.
There was a struggle of sorts. We do not speak the same language, so the communication between us is like a puzzle--at least to me it is. He uses few words I understand and mostly pictures. I made it out of this situation successfully by solving this puzzle and sent a message about my intentions and a thanks for the lesson. Whew. Close one.
He quickly appeared again.
By this point, I am on the lookout for him, however, his energy seemed different this time. I pondered the newest puzzle being on the lookout for another dangerous trap. Is he really my friend?
After teaching me another important point, he put his hand up above his head to dance.
I raised my hand up to touch his, danced, and felt the energy.
I didn't get it.
He showed me light playing inside a water drop.
I watched the beauty and smiled.
I didn't get it.
He showed me a seal clapping his flippers in the air.
I watched my new friend clapped his hands over his head.
I didn't get it.
He showed me a dolphin leaping in the air and flipping its fins with happiness.
I liked the picture of playfulness.
I didn't get it.
I saw a picture of myself in my new cape spinning and the fabric fanning out into bat's wings.
It was interesting.
I didn't get it.
He gave me a bat cycle as a surprise that I rode into another town with my arms out on the handle bars.
It was a real surprise, a beautiful gift, and it made me suspicious.
I still didn't get it.
So, today I am getting out of the bath and drying my hair walking towards my room. I was thinking about this new exercise the physician gave me to do to fix my shoulder. It is a "last ditch" effort. I have to hang my arm and swing it with my body while balancing big weights between my fingers. You see my shoulder movement is restricted and I can't perform overhead arm motion well since my accident. These weights are getting bigger and bigger.
I am up to pretty heavy weights now. Other people sweat, close their eyes, as they watch me balance them and swing my arm. They think I will lose the weight and make a hole in the floor or even drop one on my toe.
So I having this fantasy about being on the roof of the house as I walk along. I just want to balance something like 200 pounds between my fingers and just let my arm hang down from the roof of the house. ANYTHING to finally pop this #!$(*&!#$ shoulder into the correct position! Meanwhile, Christmas dinner is smelling yummy. Suddenly, I feel faint... Like something hit me in the head.
As I get this feeling I hear,
"HEY! HANGING HUGE WEIGHTS WHILE SMELLING GOOD FOOD IS JUST A TRICK!"
I recover without falling. What does that mean? Suddenly I get it!!!!!!!!!!! (I have no idea why either.)
I am using energy on the OUTSIDE to balance these big weights. It is more like balance shows in Yoga than healing. I need to get more energy on the inside!
You see in dream land, I no longer have to use my arms to levitate and fly. I can just walk on the sky or think myself someplace else. What I need to do is use my arms in dream land more! Flapping my arms like a human as I fly is also the wrong energy for me. The way I perceive the physics does not work well because it stops the energy flow for me. (Although it has no basis in dream land?) However, flying like a bird, or a bat, is just the right motion to make magick in my shoulder!
Merry Christmas!
One syllable.
YAY!
Or Two ...
Doh.
So you see, the being that grabbed my attention which I perceived as a threat. However, this being seems to now be helping me a great deal. I still check my back for now, to be sure. I am also a beginner in this land, so I cannot say this is always the case.
Have to go! I am going back to look for the pastrami.
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