Well Jordan woke me at about 7 so I turned on the TV and tried to go back to sleep when the phone rang.  Its my mom she wants me to get my hair done and is treating... she's on her way.  See she can do that cause she knows when I have Jordan I make sure there is 0 plans for the weekend and Jordan and I just hang out or go to the park.  If you catch me before noon i'm always home since my body rejects the idea of waking before noon. Mom brings McDonalds and Jordan and I are just toweling off from our shower.  She and I argued the whole shower about me helping her shampoo her hair.  Mom finds us arguing about her having to wear panties.  Mom bears gifts .. a dolly and the start on Jordan's pink princess halloween costume.  Oh yeah and an identical one for the new doll to wear.  Jordan rejects the costume and says No I dont want to be the pink fairy I want to be the BLUE fairy with the pumpkin magick.  Translated - I want to be the blue fairy off of pinochio and I want a magic wand so I can wish for a pumpkin.  Dont ask about the pumpkin I have no idea.  So... sigh... back to work on a blue costume. lol, I warned her that Jordan wanted to be blue but mom was convinced we could persuade her to be a pink fairy instead.  No convincing that child.  I let Jordan wish for a pumpkin with my magick wand but she rejected it saying it wasnt magic enough.  Ouch! lol.  The lady that does my hair has done it since i was 11 she greeted me looking 21 saying 'seeing you always makes me feel so old'. lol.  shit.   We leave and Jordan takes her nap on the drive back.  Waking (of course) as we get home.  Meaning - no nap for mommy today.  I passed out anyway accidentally on the couch while my mom played dollies with Jordan.  I remember a dream that my mom said hun i'm taking Jordan to my house to spend the night because you look exhausted... get some sleep.  I wake to find no child, no mom and no carseat :-)  Its 7pm ... TV sucks and I though every article of clothing I own is dirty I think i'll just go to bed :-o  I'll have to pick the little one up early because she wears my mom out (though mom denies it).  Jordan is in this phase where she never stops asking questions... not even for 5 minutes.  She reminds me of me ;-)

 

I got an e-mail asking me to dog sit today and another from a friend that says 'bad news from doc'.  Jordan's dad is driving home from PA as the airline just has no idea when a plane will be available.  He's another day away.  I saw a woman in the courtyard dressed in black and asked if she was hot and had she come from a service for the NY'ers... she hadnt she buried her daughter today.  I reassured her by saying.. she wont ever be to far away and she smiled and said she misses her already.  Truth is fuck if i know if she'll be far away or not.. but some lies serve a purpose even if it was only for me to feel like i helped.