you were right..like usual..i just re-read 3 again..and my desire to hold on to my self rightous behavior out weighed my want to follow a new path..i did recognize then you were right but had no idea what to do about it...well now i know and it will take me some time to pass those gall stones....

i am getting better at detachment..although I do seem to be hanging on to emotions more then any thing else..part of this is it is new for me to embrace them honestly..but of course the tricky sticky ones are the hardest to detach from fear, love..and i think I finally have gottten an honest look at my WORST day

so back to creed one for me..and start over.....