Message  Feb 2nd 2005

 

Taurus in moon phase.   Have no idea what this was all about  but recall chart comments going on before I hear loud and clean  this  "Taurus in moon phase"   I guess I should have done some work in the chart area  altho I think its weird  that  this type of message comes to me since I have no clue about astrology at all.

Feb 17th 05,

 

Have been having this amazing discussion with Judy. She is such a wonderful person. Anyway it was suggested to me that I have a symbol that I use when trying to connect with my Guardian. So I'm thinking oh great another symbol to recognize! LOL Just what I need ,have been trying to put into action what Maia suggested with specfic symbols meaning specfic things  eg.....red carnation meaning grandmother type  etc..  this is what got me thinking....has Will given me a symbol that I can recognize knowing I am connected to him? Only thing I can think of at the moment is back to the med we did  in JUly when he replaced the "butterflies with a warm tummy rush  (hot toddy from spirit) LOL  anyway  will ponder this some more  and see what comes of it.

April 5th     dream.

 

The woman in  royal blue dress again but this time she is walking thru the forest. hooded cape across her shoulders. Not sure where she is going...and I dont feel she knows either. Hear a scuffle from the left (a sword fight between two large men) and she moves in and pulls out a small daggar from under her cloak and attempts to slash at  one of the men (hs back to her) He is bleeding but jabs  his sword in her side.  He falls and she sees the other man standing there in disbelief that she has come to HIS aid. She turns to the right and continues her walk abit slower now. This man decides he needs to follow her ...she will need his help rather quickly.

* here is where I become the woman. I still have no idea why I become her .

A terrible ache in left side and looking down I can see a stain from above the waist to about the knees. Sweating  and feeling very hot. I know my way thru the trees  but have really no direction. My instinct tells me to hide but I somehow feel very confused. Looking up to the tops of the trees  they seem to get higher the longer I look at them.  I need to get  into the thicker part of the forest where the light is dimmer and no path is shown.I change direction towards the North  and continue walkingall the while feeling very hot and as if my feet are made of lead.  A twig snaps behind me and I am aware of being followed. I pull up my skirts and try to hurry away . Vision becomes blurry and darker. All of a sudden the whole world spins and I trip over a root or something  and down I go. Hit my head on a rock roll onto my back spitting  curses and a man appears over me as darkness seeps   into my view.

*end dream