Hi Karyn,

 

Thank you for posting up a little about yourself we really appreciate that.  You're not going mad hunny and I'm glad you decided to join us and post this up.  It can be very scarey when you start to feel these things and don't really know what is happening.  The scarey feeling and feeling sad is probably you picking up on how the spirit felt.  Have you done any meditation at all?  Sometimes it helps to just sit quietly and try asking the spirit questions.  I hope you can manage to get to your spiritualist church as I'm sure they will help you.  Everyone here will do there best to help you in anyway they can too.  If you have any worries or questions, post them up in the Q&A forum and between us we will do our best to answer you.  There is some information on here about grounding and protecting yourself.  What you should remember is that spirit won't harm you.  They may need your help.  Do you sense these presences in any one place or is it lots of different places?  Have you asked your daughter what she sees when staring at the wall?  Children are naturally sensitive and see more than adults.  It's really good to have you here with us Karyn and please don't think you're going mad.

 

Take care,

Love D xxxxxx

Hi thankyou for lovely reply i wil try to answer your questionsas i said i feel a little girl i dont know how i just know i think ive seen her a couple of times peeking into living room in the corner of my eye but when i look back noones there she fills my home with joy makes me feel really happy i have felt this isnce i moved in nearly 6 yrs ago but since having my two little ones its like shes here lots and i think it must be her my daughter sees as she is never upset she just stares or laughs to herself i have asked her who shes looking at and she just laughs as she is only two she cant really tell me much although she did keep telling me face face when looking out the window today there was noone there [ i live on the third floor of a block] i guess thats another reason ppl think im nuts i live in a block yet im sure there are ppl here

 

the second feeling is so different my sink faces a wall and my back is at the doorway to the hall i feel something behind me and i dont like it it makes me feel scared so much so i will not wash up if there is noone in awake its strange its the hall mostly but i refuse to let it beat me however saying that one day was bad

when i woke up it was like there was a dark cloud hanging over my home i was really scared i toke my kids into the front room and grabbed everything we would need for as long as possible nappies bottles everything i feel safe in that room i always have its like theres a barrier or something i dont know why i havent put it there anyway we stayed in there all morning i was terrified i couldnt explain it i phoned my mum she said im bonkers as usual so we just sat there about 2 pm something strange happened it was like the house lifted it felt safe again i actually felt like the gloom was actually lifting was so strange

 

i will be taking your advice and tonight i will sit down and just close my eyes and open my self to see if anything comes i and ask do you need help i wont lie to you i am really scared

i will be back here first to read your grounding and protecting as i have to put the kids to bed shortly

again thankyou for your reply if you have any futher advice for me i would love to hear it

karyn

Hi Karyn

 

A big welcome to the group hun - I am sure you will enjoy being here and speaking to like minded individuals.

Living in a flat is really irrelevant to whether there are Spirit with you or not - they will be with you wherever you are - if you wish.

If you are concerned about one of the Spirits that is making you feel uneasy - I keep pots of salt in each room and sprinkled some at the back and front door (but mine was to keep a different type of wicked away - who was on this plane and living and breathing). Although others here will be able to help you with more techniques I am sure,

 

Love Nova xxxxxxxx

thankyou nova jean i will try the salt

 

Welcome to our home hun, here you will find many wonderful supportive friends, many who have been thru or are going thru much the same as you, your not alone in this firstly and often the recognition of this is enough to alleviate some of your fears

I spent perhaps 3 years developing my gifts without much awareness when i first started, funny enough i used to have a little boy come to me, i nocknamed him jumping jack flas because he would turn up peeping round the door then disappear, i couldnt sleep alone for ages and i was scared out my wits, the reasons for our fears are in multiudes and very personal to our own journeys, I agree with whats been said here esp about the grounding and protecting, it sounds very much like your a empathic soul, which from experience i know can prove confusing and weird! So grounding and protecting will really help you there, i also got called loopy, and for a while i believed them!! But its not the case atall, as we develop along our spiritual path, we have many hurdles to overcome, its like clearing out our material nonsense so we are a empty vessel for spirit to channel thru, so firstly, and it does seem cruel but its ot!!! Spirit tend to make us face our fears, our feelings our emotions, to overcome them and to grow with them into a more productive, stronger spiritual being, so my advice is this, not that you have to take it ofcourse!! But it sounds to me like your biggest hurdle is to face what you believe about spirit in the first place, the questions like, why does it scare me? Do i believe they can hurt me? Do i believe in life after death, Do i trust in my own soul and guides to protect me and use my channel with only the highest love and intention, Am i scared of death? and honesty is the only way its not about admitting these things as failures, these are things i believe each of us face at one point or another, some choose to , some choose not till untill there faced with its inevitability, ie there own passing (which usually are the ones who take longest to transition funny enuff!) What do you believe, how do you believe spirit look? What does the idea of a loved one who has passed coming to you make you feel in your heart? Reading other ppls experiences, researching outside yourself and within, will move moutains for you, here you are safe to express everything you wish about your feelings regarding this, we will always listen to you we will always answr you and support you no matter how silly u think it is, often it takes much courage, much self searching and much honesty and we never stop learning, to embark on this path actively in this plane, but one thing i can promise you is you are safe with spirit and as your beliefs grow, your fears diminish and the space left is filled with love and light and blessings like you would not believe, I dont ever look at my life in any situation as one i wont survive, cause i know that spirits with me, you to, i believe and all people infact, can feel this way to, but it doesnt happen overnight, it takes us working with them and them working with us to build trust and channels of communication, and then suddenly our soul is lifted high above any material fears and we get what its all about, have faith in yourself and feel free to talk here hun, thats why we started this community, to support each other thru everything. I will send you on healing and also dont forget your in control, dream much? Ya can also use ya dreams to enlighten yaself with this, i am also a dream worker and find this is a very good way esp when were starting out to bring about alot of understanding about ourselves, if ya would like any ideas on it give me a shout always happy to help anyone Much love n blessings Maia xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

thankyou so much maia

thankyou everyone just having someone tell me im not imagining things has helped me a great deal

in answer to your questions "why do i think it scares me?" im not sure just makes me feel fear but if i try to pin down why i cant so what you said about fear being assocated with what i dont know or understand yet makes alot of sense

"do i believe it can hurt me?" i hve actually changed my mind about my answer to this one if you had asked me a while ago i would have said yes or i believe it would like to but now i feel stronger i believe i am in control its very strange i feel like someone is sending me strenth and courage its strange because my feelings are not normally like this it feels like its not my strenth i didnt create it but it is very welcome

"do i believe in life after death?"

well i know ive been here before and i believe our soul never dies when our carraige does as that is how i see the human form we are but a carraige for our soul to travel

i also believe that our soul can linger but when ready can move into another carraige to take the journey again i believe my soul has been here many times

"am i scared of dying?" yes and no

i am not scared of dying as the sense of me dying as i dont believe id die i know my soul will continue even the act of death itself dosent frighten me

what scares me is not being here for my children in body as they are very young i am scared as noone can can be mum but mum at such a young age and the thought of leaving them scares me infact i would say that is my biggest fear leaving them alone

" Do i trust in my own soul and guides to protect me and use my channel with only the highest love and intention,?"

this i find very hard  as i am worried that

what if i have no guide?

how will i reconise my guide?

how do i find my guide?

i have so many questions

"how do you believe spirit look? "

well my little girl that comes to visit i only ever see her for an instant just in the corner of my eye but when i look over shes not here anymore but if feel shes here [ the mood lifts the room feels light happy full of love and i start to feel very miscivous ]

i just look over to the door without moving my head i can see her peeking

and to me she looks real

just like if any of my children where standing there as she is the only spirt i has seen im not sure so i guess this is how i see them but the spirt that scares me i cant see i just feel

"What does the idea of a loved one who has passed coming to you make you feel in your heart?"

i feel ok i miss them being here so i can talk to them but apart from that i feel ok i know they are ok there souls carry on i feel warmish inside and am thankful i was blessed with them in my life and hope our souls meet again

 

i understand what u said about being scared of what we dont understand as just by being here as i said i feel strong less afraid not alone anymore and i probaly am going mad abit as i cant stop this feeling someone is sending me strenth it is defently external

anyway i thankyou all again for all your advice and kind words they have helped so much already i come everyday and will be ready as much as i can

as far as the dream thing i have been having weird dreams for a long time sometimes quite frighting but having read a meassage here about someones nightmare and the way that it could have been interpreted differantly and was actually a quite possitive dream it makes me think abit more about my own and yes i would love to look into this abit more

ok thats the end of my essay lol

i am unsure if i am posting these in the right place if im not could someone redirect me

thankyou

karyn

 

 

 

 

 

 

ok now this is weird been hearing "wild horses " in my head all day

Hi Karyn

 

Just post wherever you feel is appropriate - there are sections on the left menu most posts will go into General but if you post whatever you got with Wild Horses into the Can You Take It - it could be a message for someone IF you don't think it is a message for you. Is this a song Wild Horses ? - Spirit usually come to me with music first and then their messages etc which is lovely and explains why an unusual song will suddenly pop into your head. Don't worry if you post in the wrong place - you will soon find your way around.

Of course you have a Spirit Guide hun - everyone on this plane has one at least and they will make themselves known to you in time. Spirit are great believers in teaching patience. Meditation is the best way of communicating with your Spirit Guides but I am only just discovering who mine are.

There is some excellent information on Spirit Guides that you can read up on onsite.  

Hope this helps

Love Nova xxxx

Keep discussing ya feelings hun, in talking bout how we feel we often come to enlightenment and acknowldgement of whats holding us back, its like we ask the questions then go on to answer ourselves in it, you will always be answered here hun, talking of songs this has just given me lyrics to floyd track!!

For millions of years mankind lived just like the animals
Then something happened which unleashed the power of our
imagination
We learned to talk
Much love Maia and wasnt wild horses written by mick jaguar or someone? Wildddddd horsescouldnt take you awayyyyyyyyyyyyyy?

yeah been listerning to all these wild horses tunes today its the same version but its not him

its sung in a country accent really strong country accent

i have decided im going to try again tonight pls send me good thoughts as im trying very hard to understand this its all very strange

Loving energy coming your way hun Much love Maia xxxxxxxx