Hi I started a personal spiritual journey the end of May, after another bout in the hospital. I decided I wanted to learn how to heal myself. I had done everything right, the pills, the therapy, eating properly, praying to Jesus, and it only got worse. Now my legs are so sore I can hardly walk. I am very ill with lupus, oseoarthritis, fibromyalgia, paralyzed stomach, and now they think I may have diabetes. I did the test on Friday. And have to phone tomorrow for results. A minister came to visit me when I was in the hospital and he explained to me the physical, emotional and spiritual part f the person had to be right. But I didn't fit into any religion really...still don't. I have some principles I have set down that I believe in and some prayers I like, this is my bible. I go over what I have found throughout the day, and if its really pertinent I keep it in a small notebook, with my special prayers and ritual. Its exclusively mine. I am doing guided healing meditation, and have been better, I haven't been back to the hospital since I started my journey. I have read buddha texts, reiki texts, angel books by doreen Virtue. I am currently reaing 4 books at once. LOL Starting to study the tarot deck. Thats the huge one. I am an artist and I think If I draw and color the card I could be focusing in on its meaning. I am learning how to draw faeries, angels, mermaids and castles. It fascinates me. I love the mystical. I look forward to meeting you all. Peace and light Squishywasp |