hello need some help with this one, never had anything so scary in my life...
this is a strange one so id best start at the begining.
i live in a very old house/cottage in the middle of nowhere north northumberland. the area is full of history and ive found that i have a late evening visitor, im not sure who he is but ive called him harry. from the start ive always felt that weve never been alone in this place but never felt any bad vibes...
i did my normal thing, had a bath and lay reading my book, must of been a good hour later i felt my eyes become heavy, ready to sleep, so i lay my book down on the bedside table, switched of the light and tried to get settled enough to get to sleep. i tossed and turned for what seemed like ages, couldnt find my comfy spot, untill i must of finally nodded off...the next thing i knew i had this emence presure at my lower rib cage to the point i was gasping for breath. it felt as though someone or some thing was trying to take my life, ive never felt anything like this before and feared for my life. gasping with very short intakes of air i tried to switch on my lamp but it wouldnt work, tried to reach out for my hubby but he was to far into sleep to hear me. looking around trying to find what the hell it was that wanted my life, i could see to my left what i can only call a big black blob of nothingness...
it wasnt like any nightmare ive had before because everything in my bedroom was just as it should be. it was my bedroom, my bed, my book and lamp was where i had left it, my hubby sleeping next to me, everything felt so real.
still gasping for breath, really thinking i was goin to die i called out for god to help me, but he didnt come. the next thing i knew was this massive push from my legs all the way up to the back of my neck, one solid push straight into my hubby at the side of me and clean off the bed, (my hubby is a big fella at 19 stone so it was some mean push) we landed across the bedroom smashing into the wall on the other side.
the next thing i know im still gaspin for breath eyes open lay there on my back feeling scared to death woundering, what the hell was that. i must of lay there for ages lookin around my room and to the left just in front of my alter i could see the black blob, it seemed to float off and out of my open bedroom window. this all happened at 1.30 am, it took me a while to go back to sleep only through my fear that this thing would come back and finish me off. as a youngester ive dambbled in the darker side of things and know very well what can happen, never touched things like that since, but ive never ever exsperienced any like that before.
the next morning my youngest daughter got up lookin very puffy eyed and she told me she had had a nightmare to, she was drowning and couldnt get her breath someone was holding her legs under the water. then an hour or so my oldest daughter came through and told me she to had had a nightmare, she had been in a car with friends the car had crashed in the river and she was drowning could get her breath either. all around the same time.
ive blessed and cleaned the house but this has left me with the fear that what ever or whoever this was is still around...
so what the hell was is, id be real gratefull for any idears anyone has got, and willing to try anything to clear this away.
ive used crystals and even gone into our local church for some holy water, done a cleansing and protecton spell, maybe its my own fear still hanging over me, im not sure.
so please i would be real interested to know what everyone else thinks to this. do we have an unwanted guest...
love and light to all
helen. xxx
First 
and yep id say the same thing, its defernatly unwanted. but i can tell you that i was so scared, i shouted at this thing to leave my home and never come back, it was time for whatever it is to go into the light but its not working, so its left me kinda stumpped as to what to do next. ive meditated and asked for help and guiedence to help this thing go back into the light, trying to find what it wants, maybe a message i dont know...
the physical stuff yeah ive had before but again nothing like this, ive been able to find that theres a spirit connected to my dream and its noramlly how they passed over. paralysis ive had once but i was awake and knew there was a spirit around but that wasnt nice felt like a bad energy to me, i was pregnant to at the time with my youngest daughter. no im not fearful of death or much else really, i dont scare easy.
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