Jan,
You wrote: I dream of one day meeting my soul partner, so that I can feel comfortable in my own skin and relax a bit more....
I believe that your soul partner will come to you when you truly love yourself and can accept yourself for who you are (warts and all). YOU are the only one that can make you comfortable in your skin and you will only be truly happy when you are at one with the person you are. Its a hard path to walk isn't it?
I have a friend who just wants to be happy in love iwth somkeone by her side - she says over and over and over again, why doesn't he make me happy, why does he make me miserable, why does he never listen....there are lots of issues in her relationship -despite the fact that she love Matt and he loves her - they are of the smae soul group, but not soul mates.
I tell her time and time again, and she listens for a while, I tell her that the only one who will ever make her happy and at home inside herself, is herself. She read Debbie Fords The Secret of your Shadow, and that really helped her.
Sorry, I have gone on a bit, hope you don't mind, don't want you to feel nagged LOL No offence meant, just thought I'd throw a different perspective on the last line of your last post.
Love Erika x