ok everybody, I have a subject that has been eating at me for some time now. I don't know if this is a good place to talk about this subject but I'm going to because I don't know where else to go with it and after watching everyone post with kindness and honesty I'm going to get real here.

   Ok, long and short of it, I quit in Oct. 07. I was pushed out. There wasn't any thing I could have done to stop the ball once it was rolling. I tried. I have mulled it over and over in my mind.  Now here is the problem I have. 3yrs ago I had a family members life taken from her by a boyfriend. She left 4 kids, I had a real hard time with this because I had another loss like it when I was a youngin and it caused PTSD. I was treated for it, and I didn't think of it anymore. Just went on with my job and life as normal. Well, one day about a year ago, I had a panic attack during a DM meeting and left the room to catch my breath. I went back in and finished out the meeting. After the meeting, I told the store manager why I had to leave so suddenly and that was that. Well, I have also been treated for major depression, in fact the store got the ol tax break for having me employed. Ok, so back to the last week of my employement. The thursday before I was to quit, the SM came to my bins and told me that I could have a job in vision. I said sure good deal. She then said that the troubles you had a few years ago, 'your not over it'. I said, Well, I don't like to think that a person has to live behind those things, you just pick up and go on. She said , well they are still bothering you. That was news to me, I'm alway low level depressed but not sick with it at the time. I can't get unemployment I've tried. I don't feel I should be punished for being depressed. Oh, the vision center job was a pay cut of course and also less than half the hours. In fact the vision center assist. said I'd be lucky to get 10 hours a week. How in the hell can this be so unfair? There are 3 stores in the area and they couldn't find room for me someplace? Then I was told I would have to work 2 more weeks with my assistant for another 2 weeks even though we had just had a major blowout with HR about him, I mean the same day, Thursday.  I just feel really pooped on folks. I feel like the door was opened and I was shoved out with boots on my ass. I could not imagine this happening to me, I worked so hard. I loved my job, outside of the everyday aggravations. Well, thanks for the read. I feel better. I know you won't have all the answers but maybe I can just get some peace here ya know?  Sorry about the misspelled words. M