You hit me and I fall to the floor, only able to pray you've left your mark this time. Scar me. Crimson against white looks so beautiful. I grab at nothing trying to stand, but thin air just isn't strong enough and my tears are too heavy so my balance is lost. Crimson against white looks so beautiful. My mouth is sealed, sewn shut by the stitches of a secret never to be told. Your words echo "I love you, I hate you, this is what you make me do." I scream in silence as you kick me. Crimson against white looks so beautiful. I tremble from cold, I'm naked now, curled around my heart to protect it. I am broken, but I can't let you break it. I am your victim yet again. Crimson against white
looks so beautiful. You plunge the knife right into my existence. My heart is no longer mine. You cut it out and put it in your pocket, still beating. My chest lies empty. I am gone. Crimson against white looks so beautiful.
I lie here, still from the fear. I am free of you now, but you are only a nightmare away and I am stained, impure and sickly. I will never be free of the memory of you. Crimson against white looks so beautiful.
Temptation fires deep within me, sparks that passion once more to give back my purity and stain myself with the stains of me...
Crimson against white is always so beautiful.
--------- ©2006 Emma J J 24/04/2006 |