You wanna know what I think of you, dear?
Only one word really comes to mind.
Mistake.
I thought I could learn to love you
If the desperation would only travel
Deep enough into my heart
And replace it with that one thing
I knew would never be there.
I thought I could maybe, one day
See you as pretty,
Like I did the night we met
Because you did look pretty then,
But hell, I was intoxicated
So I guess my vision
Was blurred.
You were the quiet type too �?
It was sweet at first, but then
I realised you weren’t just quiet,
You were just not interested
In anything I had to say.
Conversation was hard work with you
And most of the time, pointless.

You said you still loved me
And missed me all the same,
But it wasn’t me you were missing �?BR>Only the half you wanted to.
Now I’ve found who I really am,
You say you don’t like the way I’ve changed,
My heart has been rearranged so now
It seems I only think of me.
Does that make me selfish?
Or do you not see that I’ve managed
To heal and accept my true self?
This is me.
If you cant take that then maybe
You never really loved “me�?at all�?BR>In the same way I never loved you.

Don’t lecture me on how to look “nice�?�?BR>I don’t want to look like the first woman
You f**ked or your one and only real “ex�?
Don’t fight with me about my life �?BR>It’s mine so I will make the choices!
And don’t�?just DON’T pretend that
You even give a damn, I’m happy now.
That's how it’s going to stay
Whether you like me as I am, or not.

I don’t care what you think of me, dear�?BR>So keep your mouth shut
And deal with it.