( I found this beneath the hard drive of my computer.I can't remember if I ever posted it ...apologies if I have ! )
  
 Was that a yes?
  
 I wanted to hold your hand
 and walk with you, us together
 towards your cottage, from mine.
 I knew you wanted to laugh aloud
 as we moved on past the poster
 billboard reminiscent of Wonderbra
 and Benetton's Third World pretend 
 caring..trying to make us believe
 their gaping wounded heart.
 On past the news shop and
 parking limit signs.
 I remember I was dressed
 in poetic velvet swagger
 and what you wore I dare not say.
 I just wanted you totally and 
 you to know me as I am
 surrounded by life's whirlwinds.
 We sat there listening to taxis
 passing by and feeling
 that misty fine rain that falls
 so often here near the River Wey
 and the farm where I work.
 Soon you laughed out loud
 sending rapid ripples across
 my room..towards me.
 Then you went silent and stared
 straight at me.
 I couldn't help wondering,
 was that a yes?