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For My Sister

 

This is a dedication to my sister. 

From:MSN Nickname††Ďąŕķ£ąðÿÕƒVąмpΐŗ视�?/FONT> (Original Message) Sent: 1/29/2005 12:35 PM

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From the day I saw, I knew my life would never be the same.
From that you were born, I knew I had to be your big sis to protect you.
From the moment you came home, I knew life would change forever.
From the day you looked at me and called me sister, I knew you loved me.
 
From the day you sat and spoke your first words, I grew excited waiting for when we could talk.
From the second you could run, I knew it was fun and games from that day on.
From the moment I saw you shed your first tear, I knew I would cry with you always.
From the day I woke to when I went to sleep, I always prayed for you.
 
But there was one thing I did not expect would happen to you, my sister,
This one thing that has me all torn to peices inside, I don't know what to do cause I can't hug you right now.
As I wait for the doctors to take care of you, while I look for a place deep in my soul to be calm for you, I shake, I cry, I wonder why.
 
From that very first moment you were born, my blood, to the day you will die and beyond, I will love you.
I am sorry if I ever hurt you.  Your my baby sister though only a 1yr, 1month, 1wk, 1day apart.  I feel we are like twins at times.  Sisters are suppose to hurt, but after all this time, I want to take it all back, and I never wish to take anything back.

 

I wrote that when I found out she had breast cancer, since then we talked aobut alot we should have years ago and all is said and done as well no hard feelings.  She infact has always looked up to me as the big sister I should have always been.  Times have been hard and all I think about is our fun times when were kids and how I dream of our furture as adults.  I don't know if I will ever get the chance to watch us grow old as sisters, not like many get the chance too.  Her place is not at home with me, but a place she does not belong.  I am lucky she is still alive and kickin', but the pain that follows knowing I can't just call her or go see her anytime I want, kills me inside.


 

 

 

 

 

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