Hello my dearest brother in darkness,

 

Sorry I haven't been around, seems right when things are ok, they are not.  Seriously I have no one I can call and talk too right now and I think things only get worse.

I have been dealing with a HELL of a lot more than I wrote and reasons were, I always felt they'd get better, why talk?

Well how wrong I am.  I am so fooking wrong.  Anyhow, I won't leave in the group here, I'll write you very soon.  I need to be less in of the state I am, Panic and to need to be very calm.  I'll be writing very soon, just hope I don't lose track like I have with all that is going on.

 

Much dark love eternally,

~DLoV~