The wind gushes inside causing the curtains to flow foward and revealing the rain outside. A young girl watches the rain holding a pink teddy bear in her hand. She seems a bit scared of all the thunder. She can't really see anything unless lightning hits the ground. She slowly bites her lip waiting for it to roar all over the place again as if she trying to embrace it for what it was..or maybe she was just trying to take it all on faster so it wouldn't hurt. Suddenly lightning strikes again and the girl sees a figure outside. She screams and shuts her window. She runs towards her bed and shuts her eyes hoping that the figure would go away. Outside the window Rebecca Rancid is seen staring into the house. She sees the girl looking at her with such fear in her eyes. Rebecca then walks away from the window. She walks towards the pavement huddling together hoping she won't be cold anymore. All she has on is a pair of dark blue jeans that are ripped at the tight area. A yellow T-shirt with a bunch of quotes written all over them and a black, cotton jacket with fur on the hood. She puts the hood on her head even though her hair is completly wet now. She then continues walking. Rebecca was officially back in BUD. This obviously wasn't her first promotion but she still hadn't set foot into the arena. She needed to take care of a little business for her match and she chose to do it outside in the open. Rebecca stops at a hot dog stand and trys to shelter herself from the rain. She takes out some money from her little blue bag that she's carrying with her and buys a hot dog. She then continues to walk in the rain. She doesn't even bother taking a bite out of it. She just holds it in her hand not even sheilding it from the rain. It's all wet and soggy now..who the fuck would eat that? She then sits down on her toes as a huge dog approaches her. No it's not any ordinary dog..it's a wolf. The silverish grey dog like creature takes a bite out of the hot dog. She then looks up at the camera and begins to speak. For her first time back she is psychically visible on camera. Rebecca: Mandy Mandy Mandy..you really need to get your facts straight..darkness? No more like light. The last thing i'll ever be is dark..I'm more into the light. I don't hide myself in dark corners and bleed my wrists like Daizi. I've taken a look at her little biography and I found out she was "raped" by her step father with him claiming that he only married her mother to get close to her. Like you and me Daizi was a nice little flower girl who's life suddenly took a wrong turn..but I stand out from the two of you..it didn't take no "man" to change me...I was what I was from the start..I just began to realize it later. About your pathetic little comments on having no need of a history to know about..I side that. I don't really care that much about your past..but unfortunatley..I just have to.. The wolf takes another bite of the hot dog..Rebecca looks down at it and smiles. Rebecca: As I was saying..I have to know that Mandy..It made you sweetie. Don't you think it could break you aswell? Look at it this way. What if I completely wiped your memories out..would you still be the "person" you claim yourself to be? No..you'd be that happy little pathetic girl that everyone else wishes they were. I'm only refering to your past because I want to test you..can I break you Mandy? Yes or no? I bet you the answer you would give me would definatley be a no..but maybe just maybe it might hurt your feelings deep inside. You might not cry on the outside but the tears will soon fall on the inside. Rebecca throws the hot dog on the floor. The wolf completley swallows the rest of it. She then pets it on the head as it chews on the meat. It then starts to sniff her. It's wagging tail stops and is now down as it leaves the premises. Rebecca continues to walk seeing as it has stop raining. She then turns towards the cameras and speaks again. Rebecca: Just like that not so innocent but still a bit little wolf, Mandy. You take anything I gave you. You never know..maybe that hot dog was poison.. I just got it..but don't you just wonder if I got it poisened aswell? You just never know what's coming for you sweetheart. You take in any input I give you. Any kind of hints I give you about myself. I write you a letter in blood making you believe I was gothic..but to tell you the truth..*whisper* I'm not. *no whisper* I'm just me. I might be a considered a witch by a few people but i'm far away from gothic..what do I consider myself? Hmm lets see..nothign really. I don't follow any trends..I make them. Rebecca then enters a huge building in front of her. She then steps into the elevator and it closes. The cameras get a shot of the elevator opening on the 16th floor. Rebecca gets out of the elevator and enters this room. She sees a bunch of people tied up and some minding their own business. A young woman walks over to Rebecca Rancid with a big smile on her face. Woman: Hi..Have you ever seen purple aliens?..they landed on my head and told me to free the mo... Rebecca pulls the woman by her hair and brings her close into the camera. She then looks into the camera with a dirty smile on her face. Rebecca: This girl..she reminds me of you Mandy Manson..I really wouldn't know but you were supposidley crazy like this..no? I could totally see you in her shoes asking stupid questions, getting out of control and crying for absolutley no reason at all...but whats more funny is that you were faking it. I would laugh my ass out if you were. C'mon girl..It's a little too obvious. You couldn't stand your parents and just had to get away from them didn't you? So you decided to fake being crazy and get put in a mental institute just so you wouldn't have to see their ugly faces again. Thats heart breaking..but true. There you go..thats the secret I kept bragging about..thats the secret you never dared to question knowing that it would be out in the open for someone else to judge. Well..now that it is.. Rebecca pushes the crazy lady away from her against the wall. Rebecca: Quite interesting..no? I'm sorry if you think i'm being a bitch..I'm just trying to get my point across. Yeah you can call me a failure all you want. I mean I did loose to Gypsy..twice..twice not once..the second time wasn't really all on me..but I still lost. Unfortunatley on your part..I did learn something from her. You have to break your opponent down mentally before you break them down psycially. Have a nice day Mandy..I'll see you tonight since I'm pretty sure Daizi won't be dragging her ass into that ring. Rebecca then waves and walks off as the cameras blacken out. |