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From: <NOBR>

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Sent: 4/13/2005 6:22 AM

OOC: Yeah I posted this a long time ago..and I thought it was special to me so I posted it here.

//Rebecca is outside in the hallways checking out the Monday Night Hangover card. Hmm. The first match? Rebecca and Serena are going to kick off MNH. Rebecca smirks and then continues walking down the hallway. She is dressed in black ripped jeans and a wife beater the usual. Her hair is left the way it was since she got up from bed. What is she thinking walking in public like that? She sees a worker and waves at them. Distracted by that she trips over the janitors broom. The two of them just stand there and watch Rebecca. She doesn't make a move. The Janitor bends over to see whats wrong with her. Her lifts her up and sees that she is unconcious. The other worker walks towards the janitor. They look at each other again. The Janitor Picks Rebecca up. What ahs happened to her? Is this it? She's out cold just because of this? Well I guess she is. Rebecca has been drinking like a sponge last night. She went out with a few people she didn't even know and started binge drinking. You know how Rebecca gets when it comes to a challenge. This is a recap of what happened last night.//

//Rebecca and a few of her "new" freinds enter a club. "Lean back" by Terror Squad is blasted loudly in there. You could almost feel the music inside of you. Rebecca finds herself a seat while her freinds go dancing. She was never really much of a dancer. As she sits and plays with her drink a fat man walks upt o her. Hair sticks out of his arm pits. Long long hair. He takes a seat beside Rebecca. A bad smell fills the place.//

//Man//: What the fuck are you sitting here for? Why don't you get your ass on this table and start stripping woman.

//Rebecca//: Why? I don't answer to you. Who the fuck do you think you are? You don't know who I am.

//Man//: Oh so you think your better than me huh? Well Roberto get us some beer..Get us atleast 100 glasses of beer. Today we are going to see what woman are really worth.

//Rebecca's eyes narrow. One thing she really hates is a chauventistic bum. What does he do for a living? She then takes her first glass down and then the other by and by. Finally "Hairy Pitter" falls asleep which she devavours 10 more glasses just to prove she's ten times better than him. After a while Rebecca throws up all over the place. She then falls over aswell.//

//Rebecca is now in the nurses room. She closes her eyes and then opens them again. Things are a little bit blurry. She decides to keep them closed now. Sudenly she feels somethign poking her and wakes up. The nurse smiles at her.//

//Nurse//: Hello Rebecca. I'm glad you woke up. You just had a little injury there. But you have to stay here for a few days because you need medication. It just so happens that not only are your cheek bones and lip bruised but..ummm you don't seem very well on the inside either.

//Rebecca//: What? What the fuck do you mean by that? I feel very well. Instead I feel better than ever. So refreshed...so calm so ready for my match..I've never felt this way before. Oh I just hope I feel liek this for my match on Monday..I..I.. well I bet I will. Monday eh? It's the beginign of the week. I feel so good now.. thank you for your medications but I think I will be going now. Bye..take care..see you wouldn't want to be you..Chao!

//Rebecca gets up from the chair and is about to take a step but falls back on the chair.//

//Rebecca//: What the fuck is going on man?!

//Nurse//: Rebecca your not in good shape to go out and fight for your match on monday. You need to take a little break. I suggest you take a week of or less. Your not feelign too well. You have come up with a fever and before you woke up you threw up a lot of alcohol. What have you been doing? Drinking yourself to death? You shouldn't do those kind of things. I think you need to seek a therapist or soemthing to take care of yourself..tell me do you have any problems?

//Rebecca//: Problems? I'm not telling you shit! Why don't you go and take a dip in the tiolet. It's none of your fucking business why I was throwing up yesterday. Now I'm out of here.

//Rebecca gets up with all her strength and smiles at the nurse she then opens the door and walks out.//

Scene 2
//Rebecca is in her locker room. She decided to take the nurse's advice and rest..for a while only..that will be an hour or less. She sits down in front of her T.V and flips the channels. She is dressed well this time. A pair of shiney black leather pants and a navy blue t-shirt saying "Fuck You" on it. The place is still and silent almost causing Rebecca to go crazy for a minute there. All you can here is some jackass speaking on the T.V. And that jackass is Conan O'Brein. Rebecca loves Conan O'Brein. She's a big fan she even bought a ticket to his show once to tell him how the camera should make him lose a few pounds so that he looks more appealing on T.V because nobody wants to see a fat ass tryign to be funny. There is a knock on the door which immedialty makes Rebecca turn the T.V off. She slowly walks towards the door and says.//

//Rebecca//: Nobody's home...Go away.

//The person outside knocks even harder and to Rebecca's suprise says.//

//Person//: Open the door..I can hear you and I know your inside Rebecca.

//Rebecca//: Eh..I no speak english..I no no what you mean madam. I only speak eh..french..

//Rebecca then opens the door and faces a fat blonde woman. She leans and smirks at the woman.//

//Rebecca//: How dare you address me by first name you fool. Do you know what shit you got yourself into? you dumb little whore. Now you get out of her because your not needed.. by the way for jokes and bits..Who the hell are you?

//Woman//: Well I'm sorry about that but I was asked to talk to you..It's about stuff. You know how your doing. I just thought you might like some company today.Everybody needs a little company. My name is Ms. Wilson.very nice to meet you Rebecca...I mean Ms. Davis

//Rebecca//: Oh where are my manners? C'mon in. And please please make yourself at home. I'm sorry I was all ignorant like that. I just get selfconcious when there's someone at the door. I know I know it's really stupid but it's true. You never know who's at the door. I once has this odd incident at door..It was really embarrasing so I don't want to talk about it anymore..oh did I say embarrasing..I meant old. It was very old. I just think about it and laugh all the time about it. Yeah..so..sit down.

//The woman sits down and looks at Rebecca who sits on the smaller couch. She the begisn to speak.//

//Ms. Wilson//: So how's life? I mean how are you doing?

//Rebecca//: Fine fine..I've never been better. I mean never better ever since you came. Damn I haven't had company in my locker room for so long. I was all alone. And now you. Can I get you something to drink?

//Ms. Wilson//: No no I'm fine. I'm just here to talk about you. I was told that you were a little sick today but I see your all better now. Why is that so? Don't people usually feel sick for a whole day? You must be resting now.

//Rebecca//: Rest? Ha! Rest is for pussies. I felt sick today in the morning. But i'm one to feel better faster. I don't know what it is. but I..I'm just special. Eversince I was a baby..I used to get well..sooner than expected. I was special..yeah little ol' me.

//Ms Wilson//: Do you know what was the cause of your sickness? What might have gotten into you to make you feel week this morning?

//Rebecca//: I don't know..Maybe because I was sleeping well uncomfortably. Dammit! I need to get a new bed. And I didn't feel week. I just felt..You know different.

//Ms Wilson//: Mmhm. I don't think it was your bed Ms. Davis..Tell me what did you do last night?

//Rebecca looks from the woman to the ground. She feels her insides coming together wanting to choke her but she just pretends to be cool and calm. She looks back at the woman with a dry smile.//

//Rebecca//: I don't really recall. After that trip I had..I guess I must have lost memory. Yeah it's preety sad but..meh.

//Ms. Wilson//: No Rebecca you feel perfectly fine don't you? Your nurse told me your vomit..it contained alcohol.

//Rebecca//: How dare you! I warned you before not to address me by first name. Well I had a drink or few here..I was thristy. So I though why not.

//Ms. Wilson//: Just how many of the few? Hmm say eight bottles? or maybe 10..I'm guessing even more. Tell me Ms. Davis..did someone challenge you?

//Rebecca gets up from the couch ready to burst. She walks towards the woman with fire in her eyes. She then smiles sweetly and says.//

//Rebecca//: Okay okay I admit. I drank like a bitch! Me and hairy pitter we went at it for 4 hours man. Without stopping. I was going crazy..I couldn't feel a thing. I thought my brain just popped out of my head and ran away. And you know what? I loved every moment of it. It was joyfull..Pleasurable it was like a motherucking orgy in your mouth. I know you know what I mean Ms. Wilson. I know you have felt an orgy in your mouth you fat whore! What are you going to do now? Go tell your freinds about me? Oh wait you have a recorder somewhere. *Rebecca pushes the woman off the couch. She then picks her bag up and pulls out the recorder. She takes it and breaks it open.* Found it! Destroyed it! Nanananana. Now let me show you some more about me..Trust me this will be fun!

//Rebecca closes her eys and stays still. She doesn't even move or breathe. Suddenly the woman finds herself at a very sandy place. She looks around and sees two camera men..and then Rebecca appears in front of her.//

//Ms. Wilson//: What..where? What is this? I..I uh.

//Rebecca// *Putting her finger on Ms. Wilson's mouth* Shhh. Don't say a word. Just listen and learn.

//Rebecca then puts one of her hands in front making all the sand completely make way for bare, hard, crusty earth. She then looks into Ms. Wilson's eyes for a while. Suddenly the woman feels a burning under her foot. She starts to scream as she gets covered in fire. Rebecca laughs. The woman runs around tryign to roll in the sand to put the fire out but Rebecca moves the sand. It just dissappears in front of her eyes.//

//Rebecca//: Sorry. I'm so sorry about that. I just wanted to show you wha I really am..Now if you will excuse me I have to go. I have a match on monday.

//Rebecca then entirly burns the woman. She watches as a black crisp breaks over the sand.//

Scene 3
//Rebecca is seen in the hallway again. Her hands are crossed inf ront of her. She is ready to speak on her match. This time she wears a pair of grey faded jeans and a black t-shirt.//

//Rebecca//: Serena Anello. You look like one of those cute little mouses that hide in their little holes everytime somebody takes a look at them and then slowly peeks out. I've never met you before but seeing you on T.V..It won't be much of a challenge for me to tear you up limb from limb. But hey thats only because of the way you look. I'm not saying your a dumb blonde because ..i'm blonde too and I know for a fact that we blondes aren't dumb. But for now I'm just judging you by the way you look. I don't really know what to expect during our match on monday..only the future will tell. To tell you the truth I can't wait for our match. C'mon it's not really the main event..It's the lowest card. But it's still a match and me and you will have to put our best effort in it. I don't know about you but I definatley will be putting all my effort into it as I do for every match of mine. Well thats really all I have to say about this. Good luck. You might need it.

//The cameras then vut to a commercial break as Rebecca continues walking down the hallway.//

Girlinthemirror 2004-2005 (c

From: <NOBR>

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Sent: 4/13/2005 6:24 AM

OOC: Yeah I posted this a long time ago..and I thought it was special to me so I posted it here.

//A few things went down in BUD this week for Rebecca Rancid. She picked up the victory on Monday night Hangover against Serena Anello. Serena who told her to never judge a book by it's cover. It's preety funny you see. Rebecca Rancid wasn't that hard on her. She did say by the looks of it she could rip Serena limb from limb but she had a lot more to learn about her. Rebecca was always judged by first impressions. Hell everybody is judged by first impressions. You go for a job application and your a teenager. Judged. You do drugs. Judged. No matter what you are your always going to be judged by first impressions..althought you can change it people never forget your first impressions. Now by looks. It's all bad for everyone. If your fat then your "Ugly" and you wont get a boyfreind according to a few ignorant fucks who just so happened to advertise various products you see on T.V. If your skinny and "beautiful" then your a whore. You've sucked every guys cock that came your way. If your skinny and "paper like" then your just scary and people think you have come back from the cemetary. So no matter what you are your always pre-judged. Rebecca was pre judged aswell. She was a skinny child who would go to school everyday of her life even though she was sick. She never missed a day. She was always one of those smart kids who sit in the front of the class and answered questions. The teachers pet. A lot of kids in school hated her for that. They always thought she was nothing more than a goody two shoes and they would sit around her after school telling her what to do and what not to do. It's like they were dictating her life to her. She would always listen to them being the innocent girl that she was. Obviously Rebecca wasn't street smart. She was hidden in a tower she called home and who's fault is that? Her mother's. Now lets talk about NOW. Rebecca Rancid. Those kids sitting on their couches eating patato chips and watching the girl they bullied on T.V. Rebecca could stand up for herself then and there but it took her time to understand what kids her age who weren't hidden were like. Moving on. Apparently Rebecca Rancid couldn't show up for totally toasted thursday. She was with the cops. Oh it wasn't such a bad thing. They were just questioning her about what happened to Ms. Wilson. The woman who Rebecca murdered. At the moment Rebecca sits on a chair in a waiting room. She is wearing a black tank top and jeans and a pair of black boots. Her hair is tied up. She sits down waiting for someone to come call her in. She looks at the clock. It's 10 AM. She then starts to whistle softly when somebody opens the door. He smiles at her and she smiles back sarcastically at him.//

//Man//: Ms. Davis would you please come in now. We are ready for you.

//Rebecca gets out of her chair. She walsk in following the man. Inside she sees a woman dressed very well for the occasion. Two policemen sit beside her. She doesn't look Rebecca in the eye or even look up to see her. She's just sitting down there writting something.//

//Woman//: Hello Ms. Rebecca Davis. I'm Mrs. Owens. Would you please have a seat.

//Rebecca sits down comfortably. She smiles at the woman and clears her throat.//

//Rebecca//: Hello Mrs. Owens. I'm very pleased to meet you. Thank you for having me here. How are you doing this evening?

//Woman//: It's not your business how i'm doing young woman. But it's mine to know what happened to Ms. Wilson the other day. She was last seen with you. Do you even know why she was with you?

//Rebecca smiles at the woman. She trys to hide whats really in her. This one doesn't have such a good approach after all. She just jumps into conculsions. This ones going to be a quickie or maybe i'm wrong.//

//Rebecca//: Yes, I do know why she was with me. She asked me about friday night.

//Woman//: Yes. You didn't answer her. What were you doing friday night?

//Rebecca//: Chillin with muh homies. What else do you expect a 23 year old working girl like me to do?

//Woman//: Yes. Could you please describe what "Chillin" you did. I want details.

//Rebecca//: Oh now your acting like my mother. Well you're not my mother so I wouldn't answer you like I answer her.

//Woman//: How do you answer to your mother?

//Rebecca//: "Stuff. Fun stuff" Thats what I would say to her...but you..I'd say business.

//Woman//: So you were doing business with your freinds on Friday night?

//Rebecca//: Business that has to do with only us.

//Woman//: In this case I think not. I have to right to intrude your privacy. Your going to tell me what you did on friday night or these cops here will take you into prison.

//Rebecca//: Fine! you want details you got details. I was at a bar with my freinds Chloe, Ryan and Tristan. Now we had time to kill so I took Ryan and Chlo took Tristan. We went our separate ways. I went outside with Ryan and started grinding against him. Well by the looks of it he knew I was a tease at that moment...gosh even I did. You know what kind of impression I left on him? Oh my god he must think i'm a slut. Yeah so anyways. I was then kissing him and he did too aswell because..what else can a man do at that moment? It was fun for a while but then we had to find some other means of pleasure which included a bed. So he took me over to his place and we got all of our cloths off. He then pushed me on the bed and shoved his.....

//Woman//: (disgusted) Will you please stop! Are you not ashamed to cross those boundaries? We really don't want to know how sexy you got with your new boyfreind.

//Rebecca//: My new boyfreind? That was just a fling for me. And didn't you say you wanted details? Well I was only giving you what you wanted.

//Woman//: I never asked you to talk about that. I asked you about Ms. Wilson and her deal.

//Rebecca//: You specifically said "Friday night". Ms. Wilson came to see me on Saturday at approximatley 2 PM.

//Woman//: Right so now tell me what the two of you talked about.

//Rebecca//: As you wish. She came into my locker room to talk with me about Friday night but I never wanted to tell her about the sex..you know? You didn't want to hear it either it's preety embarrasing for me to go over things like that. But then you forced me..You said you could invade my privacy..you did..and I let you..but then you didn't want it anymore. So I shut my mouth. So I didn't tell her. I just said that no I wasn't going there. Then she goes on to ask me how many bottles of beer I drank and I said I didn't count. I was having a good time to count how many bottles of beer I drank. And then she left my room as a loser would do. I was cool with her questioning me just like I am with you. But she left and then I don't know what happened since I was gettign ready for my match. The only time i'd want to stick my nose in someones business is if I was sitting on my ass with two bodyguards doing all my work but then again i'm am way too busy to stick my nose in someone else's business.

//Woman//: What do you mean she left? How did she leave.

//Rebecca//: She opened the door and walked out what were you expecting her to make a whole in the ground and leave from there?

//Woman//: So how has she disapeared?

//Rebecca//: That you should ask her when you find her which I wish you luck in.

//Woman//: Excuse me..Luck?

//Rebecca//: What? Everybody needs a little luck in their life. Now excuse me while I get out of here.

//Woman//: I'm watching you Rebecca and I won't refuse to make sure you get caught red handed.

//Rebecca leaves the room. She turns around at the last moment and flips the woman with a middle finger. She then walks out of the room with a smile.//

Girlinthemirror 2004-2005 (c)

From: <NOBR>

αdяєиα-ℓγи�?lt;/NOBR>

Sent: 4/13/2005 6:25 AM

OOC: Yeah I posted this a long time ago..and I thought it was special to me so I posted it here.

//Fire expands all around the room. It continues to grow until it fills this one little room. It almost looks like a cirlce..A ring with nothing in the middle. Oh but this ring had something very powerful in the middle. Rebecca sat on the flow with her legs crossed like she was meditating. Her eyes were closed shut. Nothing touched her. She just sat there surrounded by fire burning the walls. A strange singing vioce starts to sourround the room as the orangish-red flame turns completely blue. Rebecca opens her eyes and in front of her is a little girl. This little girl sits down in front of Rebecca the exact same way. She closes her eyes. Rebecca slowly moves a bit and touches the girls head. Immediatley the little girl opens her eyes and moves backwards.//

//Rebecca//: What do you want from me? What are you trying to tell me you little witch?

//Girl//: Shut up you souless child! I am here to give you nothing but hell. You make me sick you..you devilish bitch! I hate your guts. I wish your head would explode right now and you'd just drop dead you unimportant child!

//Rebecca//: Who the fuck are you? And who the fuck do you think your talking to?

//Girl//: Don't you know who I am? I'm you!

//Rebecca//: Me? Your'e me?

//Girl//: Yes. My name is Rebecca Davis and I lived a very happy life. I was brought into this world by a good man and woman. But then you came..You came into me and you ruined it! You killed my father you evil wrecked bitch! And now because of you I have to do that. I live this nightmare over and over again. I can't ever stop it.

//Rebecca//: I'm Rebecca Davis...

//Girl//: No! Your Rebecca Rancid..Your the bitch who was born into me somehow..You just colided with me as I was born like an ounce of bad luck. You killed hima nd now he keeps giving me hell.

//Rebecca//: He?

//The room starts to rattle. Almost like an earthquake but nothing moves except for Rebecca and the little girl. Rebecca grabs hold of the girls hand. She gets up and is about to leave when suddenly the earthquake stops causing the both of them to fall down. An image appears inf ront of the girls. The face is unknown.//

//Figure//: That he would be me.

//Girl//: *Shivers* Thats him..oh please save me..help me please.

//Rebecca//: Who's this? What are you doign to this girl you stupid freak! Leave her alone.

//Image//: Stupid freak? Do you know who you speak of? I am your father and you can't speak to me like that. You will take every word I say seriously.

//Rebecca//: Dad? DAD! Oh my god dad. I'm so sorry I didn't get the chance to meet you..

//Image//: Thats because you killed me.

//Rebecca//: I..I didn't know about that. I wasn't really into my senses. Please forgive me dad. I never really wanted to kill you.

//Image//: Your forgiven..but I came here to talk to you about something. About your pyrokenitic ability. You see..You killed me with that..and you've done it again and again and again. You seem to be taking it easy. It's not. It should be very hard for you. You weren't meant to give or take lives. God never gave you such power. So this is waht I came here to tell you. You just killed a woman..an innocent woman and why? Because of some ego. Some pathetic fun..Some sick thought? I really don't know whats going throught your head but it's just got to stop Rebecca. Your hurting innocent people. I think. you should think about what youre doing.

//Rebecca//: Are you done talking yet? Because i'm getting really really sick of this. You telling me about my problems. Is everyfuckingone on my case now? Yes I did murder that woman and why? Because she pissed me off. I have my powers for a reason and I know what. I was given these to take lives. Take lives of those people that have evil inside of them and you my father are one. I must have not been old enough to know that I was killing you but I sure as hell did it for some reason. You were the one that made me kill her. You told me that I should do my job. My job is to take lives...You can leave now.

//Image//: Oh I see young woman. You dare you talk back to me like that? You leave me with no other answer to this. I shall take those gifts of yours away from you. *looks up* behold this little child. Take her as an offering as well as the powers from her.

//Rebecca gets up and throws a stone at him. He stops immediatley. The stones goes throught him causing part of his skin to burst. //

//Rebecca//: Shut the fuck up! Get out now! Do you want me to hurt you. You fucking faggot. You don't belong here. Go back to hell!

//Image//: I will Rebecca I will but you must promise me something. You will not abuse any other people. I will be watching over you and I want you to even things out in the world. You took away the womans live..you give something back

//The image then disappears leaving Rebecca. She turns towards the little girl who then disappears as well.//

//Rebecca's Assistant Nicole is pacing throught the hallway. She is waiting for Rebecca to come out another questioning. She stops and looks at the door. It's been a really really long time now and Rebecca is supposed to be out soon. She waits for a little while and then knocks at the door. No answer. Again she knocks. No answer. She knocks really hard this time and suddenly the door swings open and Rebecca pulls her into the room. It's fully empty. Absolutly nobody or nothing in the room except Rebecca. She looks concerned at Rebecca.//

//Nicole//: What did you do?

//Rebecca//: He asked me questions...About myself. He asked me shit I never told anyone. He found me guilty..They found out and I killed them all.

//Nicole//: How? Did you burn them?

//Rebecca//: Do you see their ashes anywhere? No. I have this new unknown power. I kinda picked up on it but I told nobody and nobody will find out.. You heard?

//Nicole//: You know I won't say a word to anyone.

//Rebecca//: I took them else where. To a place...I don't know. I had found it when I first went there. I never heard of it before. Ain't seen nothing like it before so I think it doesn't really exist. It's just an imagination..some sought of mirage. Thats where they all are. One of them burned to a crisp and the others I just didn't want to kill them so I left them there.

//Nicole//: First thing in the morning we are flying a plane to Tokyo and the we will find a place we can start all over again..think you've fucked up enough.

//Rebecca walks towards Nicole. She puts her hand against the wall over Nicole's shoulder.//

//Rebecca//: Your coming with? Thought you didn't want to stick around anymore? Where were you the past month?

//Nicole//: Rebecca i'm sorry. I had to tend to some family matters......

//Rebecca//: Am I not Fambly to you anymore? Okay the first few days were just annoying but then you turned out to be like a sister to me. Don't you think my problems are a little bit harsh?

//Nicole//: Ofcourse i'm your sister Rebecca. I'm glad you realize that. But you can't live like this. Your going to get yourself into deep shit.

//Rebecca//: I have to Nicole..I have to..I want this. I am a BUD superstar. Do you know how much this means to me? This job is my fucking life. I've been working my ass to get here and I finally do. And then..And then shit happens..people die! And I get fucked in the end. I can't leave this place. I'm staying here goddammit!

//Nicole//: Rebecca..what about me? I don't want to get caught.

//Rebecca//: You didn't do shit Nicole. Nobody's going to blame you.

//Nicole//: But what if they take you to jail? I'll have to come too. I have to stay with you..I want to stay with you. I'm being selfless and thinking about you..You should have some considerations for me.

//Rebecca//: So what are you asking me to do? Quit my career? Something i've longed for the rest of my life. Something that means my life to me. You want me to just throw it all in the air and say "Fuck it"....

//Nicole//: Well you should have thought about that before you murdered that woman...

//Rebecca//: Fuck that! That bitch deserved it. Do you know what she was trying to do? She was getting into my head. I don't like it when people get into my head. It's painful. Yes I did something wrong but give me sometime I could try to fix it.

//Nicole//: Try to fix it? How did you expect to do that?

//Rebecca//: Well lately i've been doing some craft..Some witch craft. You know. I looked around in books.

//Nicole//: Why?

//Rebecca//: Let me explain this whole thing to you. I was so desperate..I was just nuts..you want to know why? Well you know that my father died a long time ago right?

//Nicole//: Umm I think..

//Rebecca//: Ok one day I was in my room and I kinda wanted to work some kind of spell..

//Nicole//: What? Spell..so your into witch craft.

//Rebecca//: Well not really but I was just trying it out. So as I was trying my spell out someone appeared to me. Someone who I had forgotten for a long time. Someone I never gave a chance to live..to prove to me that I wasn't alone. It was none other than my faggot father. He came unwantingly and talked to me about my life. He was bitching about how I was acting like life was nothing to me and how I messed around with reality disturbing the universe. He told me to do my job and I did it. But then again he comes abck to me and asks me to change things around. That I have done somethign wrong. He told me to do my job... He told me that I didn't deserve my powers and that he's glad I killed him because his life would be worse if he lived with me. He then went on to say that he and my mother were a big mistake and then you know what happened.

//Nicole//: About the spell...I mean you are going to fix up a spell to do something about the whole Ms. Wilson thing right?

//Rebecca//: What am I supposed to do about it? c'mon let me take you there.

//Rebecca puts out her hand. Nicole takes it. Rebecca then closes her eyes and Nicole follows. A little wind starts to blow as Rebecca stands still and then it gets really hot. Nicole opens her eyes and they are at the beach. She looks around the place.//

//Nicole//: Where the hell are we? Is this for real?

//Rebecca moves foward. Nicole follows her.//

//Nicole//: So we're here right? This is it right? It's beautiful.

//Rebecca trys to make Nicole shutup when suddenly someone grabs hold of her foot.//

//Man//: It's you. It's you again. Where have you taken me? Why have you brought me here? It's terrible here.. everything is so horrible! Get me out of here now! I command you..now!

//Rebecca//: Shut the fuck up will you? Your not getting out of here until I figure everything out. I know how you feel. So if you want to feel better I suggest you stick around me.

//Rebecca picks the man up. She continues walking looking for soemthing else. Nicole who has been staring at the man follows Rebecca again.//

//Nicole//: So why is he depressed?

//Rebecca//: This is a beautiful place Nicole but it's a torture chamber. They are all in pain. I am in pain. You see this? Water and sand..the total opposite of fire. Not having fire in my life gives me pain..I don't have anything to burn. But now I feel good. I feel good because of you people. Because i'm not lonely here. Now come with me. We must find the others.

Girlinthemirror 2004-2005 (c)

From: <NOBR>

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Sent: 4/13/2005 6:26 AM

OOC: Yeah I posted this a long time ago..and I thought it was special to me so I posted it here.

//Rebecca continues to walk. This time she walks faster. Nicole tries to keep up with Rebecca. Rebecca sits down on the sand. She watches the water. It slowly touches her feet and then moves away.//

//Rebecca//: Nicole. Stay back with him. Stay back where the water can't touch you. Come here and sit with me now. I have something to tell you. *Nicole sits with Rebecca.* Look. I'm not sure if i'm going to make it. So when the woman comes back. I want you to take her. Take her out of here with all these other people. I've never done something like this in my life and i'm not sure whats going to happen. Thing are going to change for me if I happen to live. I don't even think i'm going to live. I know what i'm dealing with here. This woman didn't die naturally which means there is a chance for her. And i'm going to take that chance because I know it's right. It's the right thing to do for me. I've murdered people all my life. Out of anger, frustration and defense but it was all wrong. I still feel the blood on my hands. All their blood. And today..today i'm going to shed every inch of my blood for theirs if I have to. So I want you to know that I might not make it. No more lies, no more drama and no more sinning for me. I know i'm going straight to hell after this. So I want you to get out of here and leave me..just act like we never met.

//Nicole//: Rebecca no. I could never do that to you.

//Rebecca//: Look please. If you can't do it to me do it for me. Look your not going to remember what happened here once you leave. Neither are all these people. All they know is that they accused me of murder and they were wrong. Ms Wilson will be right there with them..And me..Nobody will ever wonder what happened to me. And just incase Roxy asks what happened just tell her I commited suicide.

//Nicole//: Okay Rebecca if thats what you want. How do I get out of here with these people.

//Rebecca//: Blood. Thats how. Here take mine. All you do is put a drop of it in your eye.. I have what you need for that. Take and please. Promise me you won't stay here with me if I die. Go and have a nice life. Give these people what they deserve. Ok I will start the ritual.

//Rebecca hands Nicole the items. Nicole then leaves her. After all the people have reached far away from Rebecca she closes her eyes. She does this for a long period of time. Suddenly she stretches her hands out and the water moves away. It moves in a circle leaving the deepest of the sea land visible. Rebecca then chants something. Suddenly black particles come together. The water goes back to it's original form letting the black particles mould together on the top of them in the shape of a woman. Rebecca opens her eyes. She sees the woman. She immediatley takes out a knife and cuts herself in the wrists. The blood flows towards the black ashlike woman and circles around her. Rebecca then peels out a little bit of her thick skin and lets it float towards the body. The skin expands and cirlces the woman. Rebecca watches as the blood slowly fits the womans shape. The ashes come together further more to form bones. The blood then circles around the woman. Suddenly everything falls apart in the water. Rebecca screams. She gets up on her feet and throws electricty into the water. Suddenly the clouds draw near and it becomes completly dark. Lightning hits the ground. Rebecca's eyes turn fully black. She screams louder and louder. Her feet carry her a little above the groud to make it look like she's floating. Her hair turns into a brown reddish color and then into pitch black. Suddenly everything stops. Rebecca falls back on the ground with her hair turning back into it's natural. She's a bit confused. Whats happening to her? Suddenly she starts to choke. Her mouth looks full and when she opens it a serpent comes out of her mouth. It crawls down to her foot. She starts to vomit blood. She picks herself from the ground immediatley. She then looks down at the snake and as it's on the ground. She crushes it's head with her heel. She then picks up the dead snake and bites his head out. There is a black substance on her mouth now. She licks it and then starts to pick it out of the snake continueing to eat the rest. After she's done she she starts with the lightning again. She focuses on the water bringing up the bones again. They form into the shape of a woman. She coughs blood letting it flow to the body. It cirlces the body when she suddenly peels out another part of her skin and lets that flow aswell. It forms the head of the woman. She then takes out a few strands from her hair which goes to form a entire head of the woman. The bones are still attaching itself. Rebecca is about to peel out more of her skin when everythign stops again. She screams agian. The bones drop and the head comes floating to her. She picks it up ans starts to curse.//

//Rebecca//: What the fuck is wrong with you? Why can't you just do as your told you stubborn bitch. Now go back and form your body. You can't fuck with me. I know you want to fucking kill me! But you have to live. You have to fuckin be alive to do that you whore!

//Rebecca throws the head back into the water. This time she stands still for a while with her eyes closed. A slight wind blows across her letting her hair flow. She opens her eyes which are completly black again. This time then lightning passes through her. She screams throught the pain and directs the lightning to the body. Tje skin soon starts to form over the womans body. Except for the head. The head just won't move. The body is soon formed but somehow the head doesn't want to be part of it. The body moves around the water coming closer and closer to Rebecca who screams more and more in both anger and pain. Suddenly the womans middle finger rises at Rebecca's face who stops the screaming. She looks back at the woman's face. Her eyes go back into her head and she suprisingly begins to speak.//

//Woman//: You little bitch. What do you think your doing to me? Ohh you poor little thing. You make me fucking sick. Your trying to make things bteer aren't ya? Well guess what. You can't! Unless you give your life.

//Rebecca sets the womans head on fire. Suddenly she stops. Her face is a little burned.//

//Rebecca//: I will. If thats what you want I definatley will.

//Rebecca then closes her eyes. This time she floats higher into the air. Her wrists start to tear open as blood flows towards the woman. The head slowly moves towards the body and then forms the woman. She slowly moves from the water towards the sand and falls towards the gorund. Sudenly a lightning bolt comes from above and hits Rebecca. Rebecca is now on the ground. The clouds move apart bring day again. Nicole and the others come runnign towards her. The woman gets up and walks towards the others aswell. They all stand above Rebecca for a few minutes and then leave the area diaapearing. Rebeccas eyes are left open. Her skin is pale and she looks dead.//

//Voice//: Devil in...devil..devil in disguise. The devil in disguse..ahh!

//Suddenly Rebecca wakes up. She sees that theres no one left. Nicole and the others must have thought she was dead. But she never realized one thing. She almost forgot...she never dies. Rebecca gets up from the sand and walks back to the sand with a cocky smile on her face. Her clothes are ripped and blood drops from her body. She stops and closes her eyes. Suddenly she falls down. When she opens her eyes she finds herself back in the hallways of BUD. Where she was before coming here. Immediatley she runs towards her locker room and shuts the door.//

The End

Girlinthemirror 2004-2005 (c)

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