eternalchoices,
Nope- We are never alone... isn't that wonderful? How comforting.
You don't have to worry about changing who you are, because who you are ...is who you've been and ....are. You are already well on your way into your spiritual journey.
Sometimes we have to develop a belief system, and that starts from the heart--going with what feels right for us. Tuning into your spirtual being will help reveal your soul desires toward your unique spiritual needs. The soul is wise.
Meditaiton helps you to find that quiet place in your mind. A place where the angels and guides speak their wisdom. Mediation takes practice -but not that much. Most people don't know that they have been listening to their helpers all their lives. Those little nagging thoughts that make you do something out of the ordianry, and it turns out to be the right thing to do.
Meditation also helps one recognize your inner power and higher self, the wonderful powerful and wise part of you that has a direct connecton to the Cosmos.
Have a wonderful journey
Blessings, Nana