i pull a card every day and post it. I think this will give you something to think on
Live from your Spirit
If you feel that everything you're doing right now isn't working, or that every situation you face is working against you, be glad! Believe it or not, on a soul level you're simply entering a major learning curve. The only thing blocking you is thinking too much, instead of just following your spirit. The more your soul asserts itself, the more you must respond from your Higher Self.
View all aggravating circimstances as an invitation to grow and flex your divine muscles. Stop amenting, "Why is this happening to me?" as though life is unfair. The awakened soul knows that isn't the case. Life just is-it's your response that decides the outcome, Stay connected to your Higher Self rather than drowning in drama. Above all, take a close look at how much of your behavior is simply an unsavory, unconscious "goulash" of conditioning acquire from childhood, peer pressure, the media, society, or even past lives, and not reflection of your true spirit.
YOUR SOUL'S PURPOSE right now is to eliminate all the overthinking and negative habits that clog your judgement, hihack your freedom and victimize you. Instead, use the power of your Higher Self.
YOUR SOUL'S LESSON: Stop playing the victim of circumstance. Focus, learn and choose to respond appropriately when confronted with life's challenges.