A Love Lost I sit here today waiting for you. We were supposed to meet up some things to do. But you never showed, I thought you forgot about me. Then i heard the news, I couldn't speak. The feeling i felt, the drop of my heart, The loss of breath, I was torn apart. In your moment of agony you were all alone. I stand in disbelief, for you are gone. Looking past others, not seeing them. I still look for you, my dearest friend. How will i continue without you by my side. How will i cope, can i survive? Vernell [[ when i wrote this no one had died. but now months later i wonder did i write this for my mom? this July 28th will be two years since her passing. i wrote this almost two months ago. after my mother in law being in a car accident. it could have been the fear of losing another mom. or it could be my broken heart from missing mom. i'm not certain.but i do think that the simularities between the mom's is what brought this out of me. my heart still aches for mom, and tears still roll down my cheecks when i think of her. at least i know i was loved and i got to see her before she died. Vern ]] |