Oh, Andrea...my dear...Maybe Jacob could not talk in this earthly life....but, you can know that now he is whole, healthy and happy....and that he can talk.....maybe not so we can hear, but, he can talk....and, please, rest assured that he is NOT alone...he is with the master who has gathered him into his loving arms.
I am sure that if given a choice, he would choose not to die....but, most times, we are not given that choice. I am sure that what he meant was that he did not want to leave his dear mom. And, even if it was all in our head....so what....that is where thought orriginates.
My Bobby was teaching me to use my computer. He would say...'you don't have to double click on a link, but, you do on an icon'. For a long time after he died.....when I made a booboo on the computer...it seemed that I could hear him say.....'you just did it again'. Maybe it was just in my head....but that's ok...
Hugs....Rean