Thank you Rean, I really appreciate your support. Life just throws us some curve balls and we really don't know which way to turn. We are taking life one hour at a time. I and we all feel guilty for having fun or wanting to have a good time. Even though we know that Jessica would want us to move on. Sometimes I feel like I haven't really grieved because I am so busy worrying about everyone else I don't have time to think of myself and besides I feel like I would be being selfish. My marriage is sacred to me and I do not want to lose that with my husband although I don't know how we will make it past this. I pray everyday that God gets us through this. Deb |