Dear Andrea....my thoughts and prayers are with you, Jacob and Joshua during this difficult time. Your grief is still in it's early stage and I believe your anger is because you don't understand why this has happened to you and your family. I felt the same way, and I asked God over and over again.....why us? I don't know what lies beyond this earth after we die, but I don't believe God would take the most precious gift he could possibly give us and dispose of it as if it had no value what-so-ever. I'm sure he needed you're Jacob as he did Rean's Bobby and my Andy. I use to be very angry with God now, I am thankful that he let us have Andy for 17 years. I will pray that you find peace and gentle healing Andrea. You and your son joshua deserve that. Remember that we are always here if you need to talk or need a shoulder to cry on. Hugs...Shannon |