hi this is sandy(heartandsoul6042) my prayers are with you and your husband now and for as long as you need them.i know how hard it is to start beleaving in god again but he will see the light real soon i hope but give him more time if he needs it some people i think need more time then other's i will say a prayer for him to belive in our god once again. i had a hard time myself when my tommy dropped over dead from a heartattack in front of his wife rose and my self i thought i was in a nightmare i just kept saying take me god he is suposed to take care of me one day it's not meant to be this way i need him but it didn't work out that way they told me that his heart was 3times the size and only a new heart would of saved him he was 39 he died about a month before he would of turned 40 i never got to laugh at him when he was to turn 40 he always laughed at me he wasn't even here to laugh at me this pass dec.26 when i turned 60 i talked to him that day well i told god to tell i'm laughing for him so i understand where you both are coming from he was my only child and i gave birth to him when i had just turned 16 years old you see we grew up together i still and always will never get over losing him he would of been a grandpop and he would of loved little tommy so much and he looks just like him when my tommy was his age now sometimes i get tear up when i look at little tommy and i make sure he knows who his pop pop is he now points to his pictures so please dont give up on your hubby but please tell him for me that he will belive in god again it just takes time more for others tell him that his little girl is safe in god's arms now.hope i could help god bless you all.

 sandy