Rean, I still can't start over it was 31 months yesterday but I see no light at the end of the tunnel. My daughter has gone on with her life. She has remarried and I am not dealing with that at all. I have made a trip to Karl's home town in Michigan the first of June to see my grandchildren. Karl would be so proud of his children. Kelsey just finished high school, and plans to go to college. She wants to be a police officer, and then a CSI. I am so proud of her and I know Karl would be to. I know you wanted starting over..........but this is what I have. I just can't find it in my heart to start over. There is just so much going on within the family since Karl has gone. I pray to Karl and ask for him to help things get better, but it just seems to go down hill more and more every day. Please pray that things get better............I don't know how much more of this I can take. Love and hugs Cat |