hi i don't know what has happen with you but i'm hear for you i lossed my son tommy at the age of 39 from a heartattack right in my kitcken chair . you have every right to mourn for your son you need to in order to heal but i belive he will always be with you in your heart i feel my tommy sometimes if you want you can email me or reply back to me about your loss.my tommy died on june 23rd in 2003 and he was my only child i had tommy when i was 16years old we grew uo together you might say he gave me 2granddaughters and now i have a greatgrandson name tommy also he is going to be twoon june25 kind of odd wouldn't you think.well i hope to hear from you and please try to stop crying and just think of all the happy times so you dont make your self sick ok?

 your friend

sandy boulden       heartandsoul6042