Child Loss -- Greiving with the family

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My night was......rough! I had a hard time sleeping last night.

So far my day has been......pretty quiet! I haven't done to much so far because I don't feel very well. I think I've got the flu or a good head cold.

My kid's are......doing fine I believe! I haven't seen anyone in a few days.

Right now I feel like......rotten? Head feels like it's twice it's size.

Our weather conditions are.......cool today! We had a few days of rain so it really cooled things down. Not very good for a head cold.

My appetite is........not too good! I don't feel much like eating. I feel a little depressed about my friend dying a few days ago. I knew him for over 50 years.

I've seen (family, friends, etc...) ...........no one so far today.

I've spoken to...............my hubby. He calls me everyday from work during his coffee break.

My outting consisted of......letting my dog out....lol

My day in general has been..........so so! I get up for awhile then I lay back down. I feel a lot better lying down though.

My day today? Well, considering that today, July 27th, is my Bobby's birthday, and I didn't hear his name mentioned even once by any family member,.....well, not as bad as other birthdays, but, could be better.

I know what you mean Rean. On Andy's heaven dates it seems the only ones to tend the bring his name up is June (Andy's mom), my daughter Dawn and myself. Everybody knows what day it is, but we're the ones who usually bring it up Andy's name. Then again, we were also the only ones who attended every single court case to. Anyway, I've been noticing one good thing, when Dale or June talk about Andy they've been smiling lot more. So, to me, I feel that's a bit of an indication that things are getting a little better for them.........and for me. I can assure you that I'd rather see the smiles then the tears I've been seeing these last 22 months. As for me, we my days are still up and down. I don't get depresses like I did before, but when I do get depressed, it can often last for days. The problem with me though is when I get depressed I go on big cleaning binges which in turn tires me out to a frazzel. So sometimes I can win for losing....lol. But, I'm sure everybody here goes through the same thing but in their own way. Plus, we know deep down that life goes on and we just have to try and make the best of it and live one day at a time.

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