After I lost my daughter and grandaugher I was so depressed I pushed my girlfriend away for me because I didn't want to drag her down in my depression.  We were split up for about 6months or so and finally one day I realized that i was missing something from my life..I was missing one of the best things that ever happened to me...she had moved on figuring I wasn't coming back and I had to fight to get her back and we are back together now...have been for 10 years minus those 6 months...I have picture of my daughter and grandaughter hanging up in my house and I will never take them down..they hang there with the pics of my other children and grandchildren.

 

it is a hard road we must travel..but travel it we do...It's been 7 years now and I still go to see my therapist every week.....I have good days and bad days but I know I will be happy because I know my girls would not want me to be sad.

 

HUGS

Ed