i dreamed.......
   
 i was in heaven and amongst the friends i knew with tears all gone just happiness those heart aches yes them too
 my soul renewed my spirits high a feeling so supreme
 and then i looked for you my " love "..but nowhere to be seen
  
  
 i asked st peter .....
 .... "check your book" perhaps you missed you way
 if somehow yes that's it i thought he missed you name today
 from A to Z he crossed the name again with such great care
 i'm sorry as he shook his head you friend her name's not there
  
  
 perhaps an angel with one wing oh look again for me
 and yet again the checked the list ...one wing no none ....sorry
 ive waited all my life to be alone with you in vain
 and now the book of lifes been read not once but twice again
  
  
 does it.......
 ....... matter if the rainbow smiles when your alone my friend
 or gray skies turn to azure blue or sunsets without end
 or flowers bloom most every day or sunshine with it's light
 it doesnt matter not at all when your alone at night
  
 so....
  
 i asked around had anyone had seen you walking slowly by
 or saw you as a soft red rose with tears left in your eye
 a lamb perhaps that's gone astray a bird without it's song
 a weeping willow with it's arms across it's face so long
  
  
 they shook their heads..apologised  and then i saw a face
 it was not yours but gods alone amongst this wondrous place
 with shoulders low..in deep distress...i asked. "lord is it true"
 that you were lost your name not found forgotten yes that to
  
  
 "what is the name"his diary fetched then looking with a frown
 mmmhe said in simple tones.."there's nothing written down"
 well.......what can i say........ i pledged my love for all eternity
 but i'm alone all by myself .....a desert island me
  
  
 but then a voice.....
 .... i knew so well...st peter yes it was he shouted loud
  with joy just then and smiled with love because
 he found you not in any book nor diary big or small
 but in the most unlikely place he never looked at all
  
 he found you.......
  
 ...... in a babies smile a kiss at christmas time
 that good night sigh a simple touch your hand just left in mine
 those eyes across a crowded room no words are ever said
 " i love you "  like an s.o.s.... please hold me close instead
  
  
 and also in the pale moon light a butterfly so sweet
 a valentine...a birthday card a hug when lovers meet
 a sweet hello when you just know two souls are made to be
 like cherries red...upon your lips that kiss so tenderly
  
  
 your name.....
 ....... is not in any book for i have proved it so but  etched with love deep down inside and cared for don't you know
 and treasured till we kiss again and i will show you where
 by turning over page by page " my heart " it's written there
  
   
 bobbybear