Hi Everyone,,,

 

My running partner was moved out of CCU today to a step down ward...It appears the ole sob will make it again...One more time the spirit in black has been warded off yet it always gets its due sooner or later...I gotta believe from my own personal experiences with escaping death and all the death that has occurred around me that nothing is by chance,,,that to each person there is an alotted time that cannot be altered...

 

The drunk who called me the other night in a tirade called a few minutes ago...She was actually in a semi state of consciuosness and coherent....She just chatted away yet I knew there was something she wanted to say and was waiting for me to gift her an opening...I didnt!!!....I listened to her Im going to get sober and and and bull shit and finally she asked if I was angry with her...I told her no,,,not angry,,, just tired of hearing her same ole shit and to call me back when she thought of something new to lie about and wed discuss the new lie....

 

About hugging those kids Sue...I agree with your sentiment completely...It wasnt long ago that I had the opportunity and pleasure of hugging and getting hugged damn near daily yet  for a season now and only the gods know how long this particular season will last there have been very few hugs...Not by  my choice,,,just the cards that were dealt to me....For me,,,I enjoy having children in my life,,,sorta/kinda gives me a 2nd chance to be like a dad and hopefully be better at it then I was with my own kids...I guess I could put an ad in the paper stating:  Calling all cars;  Woman with children Wanted and lay out a description of the "ideal woman and kids"....I may get a response yet again Im in West Virginia where the "ideal" doesnt exist.....lololololololol..........Well,,,tomorrow is another day and it may be the day that "ideal" ready made family walks into my life....One must always Keep the Faith,,,,FC