Hi Tina, I wished i lived closer to you and could be a support for you.
You have to realize one thing.
If you use drugs because you have had enough, or you allow someone to cause you to use again your not hurting them your hurting yourself.
These people and problems will only be a bad memory in the future if you let it go, but if you allow it to bring you back to using you wont have a future.
Yes things suck, but your bigger and better then that and you can rise above.
Love Karen