Hi all,
Today is a really bad day for me, my pain levels are through the roof. I am having so many kinds of pain again and my break through meds are not touching it. When I stand up it feels like I am walking on hot rocks, my arm and leg feel like some one is punching it and holding the pressure on the spot of the punch, I have pain in my shoulder blades and in my neck, I am breaking out in what looks like a rash but it comes and goes, I have this bad looking scab on my face from what started out looking like a nasty zit the next day I got up and it looked like it had popped during the night but it left this scab on my face.
To top off my day I got a call from work to come in and pick up the Easter basket that my secret pal had left me. While this sounds like a fun thing that should pick up my day it turned into something that is negative and positive at the same time. I picked up my basket and it was really cool, my pal had given me more stencils to use for creating cards, some candy and a few other cool things. I talked to the personel manager for a few minutes (for as long as the pain would allow). During this conversation the manager informed me that my family medical leave would be up on May 5 and that at that point I could make the decision to resign. I informed her " I will NOT resign at any point, Let me repeat, "I WILL NOT RESIGN!" She looked at me like she had just been shot in the ass with a dart. This was probably the best part of my day.
Take care all and remember that we must stand up for ourselve against all the evil forces that are working against us.
I love you all my friends
((((((EVERYONE))))))
Janine