My gosh I'm so shocked I thought I was the only one on this planet first of all that had this problem & 2nd I won't lie there are nights that are such hell I wonder why I'm alive.. It's truly those times I muster up so much emotional strength to just keep pluging along until tomarrow....Is there by chance a "chat room" for us in seathing pain from 10PM till dawn or till one is so exhausted we finally can dose off? I'm practially 100% alone except for a cat and 2 british boxhead labs... Just a quick chat withsomeone in these same shoes would be a "godsend" thanks for all who feel this and listen.... Sincerely Marymac