Hey Frank,
your right about the stress and anger, once again i thought i was loosing it because it seemed that way to me but i am really not sure about anything any more. i swear at times it seems like this is all i talk about or all that others talk to me about and it just gets tiresome. you're also right about getting pissed off, i feel so sorry for my dog, he has to take the brunt of it and i so wish i could run into the doctor that did my surgeries! i will check out the site you gave me and try to find some help there.
feel free to email me because i check that several times a day.
thanks Frank