{{{{{{{{{{  Thanks Ericka,, }}}}}}}}}}} so much.. I do tell myself that once in while that is needed. I just having troubles adjusting too all the pain all the time . being disabled is not fun. especially when  not asked or  wanted. Talk about rude,, the disease is not fun ,,, just barges in taking away a lifetime..       I am also trying too get in on the  dating scene also.. I have two guys that is interested with  problems I having.. Still scarey tho,,, really scarey. I am hoping, that when they see how bad things can get, I am not dropped like a hot potato.    So let me know what you are doing thanks for the encouragement,, we all need as much as we an get these days.  annie