I really love it that we got all posting that are responding n As I am reading and learning so much more about rsd helping me sort the differences from rsd n ms,,,,,,, so many symptoms being the same in the two... And more of same symptoms in the SCI also,,,,, wondering if crazzy person wondering or thinking or feeling all of this is really possible.... I mean really possible.. The bladder issues we are all seeming too deal with,,,,, is a biggy with ms n SCI also...bowels we are all dealing with... Tummy problems we are dealing with.... Sleeping issues most all of us are dealing with,,,,, Do we really know how much these are affecting us??? And in what ways???? I am finding that I do not have too journal daily ,,,, finding out that journaling once a week or twice monthly sure is helping too remember what is going on,,,, memory issues are hard ones too figure n keep in mind too recall what n when n why... I use a small journal that I write in ,,,,, each issue about,,, the importance of issues,,, so many questions now arising... Sleep issue n food is another issue,,,,,, hunger is alot less,,, no want food,,, since the bacolafin is been added to the pump... not at all hard really hard one too make eat when not hungry... Sleep,,,, maybe good 8 hrs in 7 days ,,,,, this is not good neither... IS these issues causing the shakes n tremors?? are they creating or adding to the memory problems??? The inability too not feel,,,, is this all being added on cause our bodies are so busy with issues happening inside that feeling is lost in all of this??? Exactly what will it take too get it to come together in our bodies so that we can rest with quality too keep us going on with out added issues ,,,,,,,, or helping us too feel better enuff too function. I know that I am so tired,,,, I would just like too die rite as I am,,,,, for a month.. But know that rest will not come... I have had about 2 hrs of sleep rite now in last 34 hrs.. and still going strong,,,,,,, so tired my tummy is getting really ready for a heaving session.... This gets mighty old.. Mighty old.. Anyone feeling the same way,,,,,,,, or added thots???? feelings???? Hoping no one is as severe as I feeling....... or maybe thinking it worse than really is,,,,, I sure do not know at all.... Annie |