Is a while now for me to send a message, I am so ready to give up on life, I am so hopeless. had an accident march 1st 2005. The pain in my left side getting worse it is so bad, and now my right side starting. I own 2 month on my house payment, eletric bills, oil bill and so on. Wc is not paying enough to make it, worked as a contrator for the Army in NJ, had to stop working because off my RSD ,April21st 2007, I now 100% disabled but I got denied SSD so I have no more health insurance, WC paying my doctors for RSD but for all my other medical I have to pay out my own pocket, so if Iam getting ill I can not afford to see my family doctor. Today my lawyer spoke with the militar Jag(lawyer) to settle my law suit what I have against the army base, the Jag said that my RSD happens because off a pre existed condintion, there is none. My doctors who I saw and I saw many all saying because off the fall this way I have now RSD. So the army is making me trouble, I don't understand what is going on is was there fault that I got injured and they are doing this to me, my lawyer also said today that the army lawyer would call back next monday maybe they will offer $100,000 this is a big yoke, my life is done the pain are non stop my left side looks like dead tissue people comimng over to me and asking what is wrong with my left side. If I have to take the Army to a federal court I have to wait at least 3 more years to get a trial, I can't make it this long, I had so much faith that they wouls settle  but no I am so hopeless why on earth they saying that I had a pre existing condintion this is wrong I don't have one. I want to give up my life is gone RSD have taken my life and now this . Honestly I don,t want to life anymore I am so afraid there is no hope for me. I AM AFRAID, why are they doing this to me?