I really have no clue what is wrong with them. I'm having someone else type what I say because well, my hands are too painful right now to use. Anyways about two year ago now I injure one of my wrists. The pain hasn't gone away since and I have pain in both wrists now. But I was never diagnosed with anything...I mean it could very well be the RSD but nothings officially diagnosed. Anyways it is a constant burning, sometimes more of a sharp piercing pain. At the same time though it tingles and feels heavy like it's alseep. Only minimul disocoloration...although one hand looks a bit swollen. But it's becoming hard to bend my fingers and my wrist. I was sitting at the computer trying to type up this literary analysis I have to do for english, when all of a sudden I just couldn't type anymore. My hands began to tremor, twitch, whatever you want to call it they were trembling uncontrollably, and they still are. Now I have to explain to my teacher why I can't type my paper. Every time I move a finger this shooting pain goes up my arm. It makes no sense, and I'm not sure what I should do about it. This is devestating. I am a writer, I need to write that's how I cope. Right now I can't type, I can barely hold a pencil, and I just felt so stupid because I had to ask my friend to cut my food because using the fork and knife to cut it hurt too much. What more can RSD take from my life? It's already crushed so many dreams...does it have to take away my dignity too? |