I know that many of you that suffer with rsd everyday of your life feel that everything at one point is gone.  I have been feeling this way lately.  I can't seem to shake the feeling of an endless pit out of my stomach.  I have several hobbies and all of them seem to want to be filled at the same time.  I draw, paint, write poems, scrapbook, and i love to be out doors.  I have noticed that the longer my rsd is around and the worse it gets the less I want to do any of these things.  The things that use to make me udderly happy and I was able to let life go whenever I was engolfed in them.  I have had quite a busy past few months that inclueded a miscarrage, a D & C, several infections from different things, a leep procedure, and my gall bladder taken out.  After that all hit I didn't want to do anything really and didn't really want to be around people.  Lately I have been getting this pit in my stomach like I need to do something outside these four walls that I am in 24/7.  Do you out there ever get this gut renching feelings?  If you do what do you do to get rid of it?