well, it seems like you've got some great kids & im happy for you for that.... its really hitting me that i cant win this battle completely, and i couldnt imagine doing it alone. unfotunately they took me outta work for a few weeks.... sems like med change started flare-up, but its not backing off much.... can use the hands for limited amounts of time now... i think thats the hardest part for me, so used to go-go-go attitude & just kept toughing it out but thtas not working anymore. doc says i need more balance in life, more rest, think hes right....starting to think about stopping working, very scared about all the horrors with trying to get SS benefits .....we honestly are barely making it with me working...well, all works out somehow i guess..... thanks for listening ....  Dawn