ive been gone from the group for some time,sorry to see so many new members,happy to have you all to talk to.Im in my forth year now,still trying to cope.One thing I can tell you all who have just been told GET HELP from everyone willing,I have been pretending Im fine when Im not,trying to shelter my family from my pain and its made it worse,Im scared.lonely and shut everyone out.I was just recently engaged and should be happy but all I can think about is I cant do this to him,he should be happy and not burdened with me,he wants to help but I dont know how to let him. |