I believe you

I wish

To trust that

I would not harm you

But I know in my heart

It would not be true

I can not let you in

Into my world of pain

No matter how I tried

I can’t

For I know you

 Would pay the price

No matter for I tired

To protect you

I want to let you in

My soul calls for you

Yet I remain silent

For I know if I let you in

You will suffer the pain I suffer

For you will not be able

To let go

Separate yourself

From my pain

The pain I am

Trying to keep you from

I would rather be alone

Then watch you suffer

You sat no matter the pain

You would remain

Right by my side

You have no idea

How

I want to run into your arms

And stay there till the world

Goes away

But I can not do that to you

But I will not allow it.

I will not allow my emptiness

My sorrow

To spread over you

I will not let my helplessness

Become yours

You do not understand

 Why I won’t let you in

I see the pain in your eyes

I wish I could explain

But these is no excuse

To make you understand

Why I’m keeping you from such pain

I know this is the cowards�?way out

But I can not help it

I do not want you to

See my tears

Or my body racked with pain

For one you see these things

The pain will be yours forever

And there is no going back

By mirage

*No taking without My permission*

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