I am new to this site as well, but not so new to RSD. I can understand your complaints with the narcotics, because I too have the itchy, rash reactions to all of them! Have you not had any blocks yet?
I am not on SSi, however I know many RSD'ers who are, they recently are accepting RSD as a real "disability" making it easier for people like us to apply and get accepted.
I would like to chat with you, when are you online?
battletheburn