Hi gang! 
                  
                 Well it is finally over, my cane and I graduated!!! I 
                thought about making a cap and gown for my cane but ran out of 
                time to do it. 
                  
                For those who are new to the site I have been working on my 
                Bachelor of Social Work degree for the last three years and for 
                the entirety of this year and part of last year I have also been 
                dealing with RSD. 
                  
                Graduation day turned out to be a bad pain day for me but I 
                managed to get through it  so that I could make it to 
                graduation night. For most of the ceremony we had to stand and 
                this caused my pain to increase. By the time we got into line to 
                receive our degrees I could hardly stand any more let alone 
                walk. It was rocky for sure. Fortunately they had gentlemen at 
                the stage to help me get through it. As we walked across the 
                stage we were to shake hands with the President of the college, 
                the Dean of our department and the Govenor of the State of 
                Wyoming talk about a tough job but I managed. 
                  
                Going off stage was also a nightmare I wasn't sure I could 
                make it but then one of the professors from our department came 
                to my aid...I didn't even know this professor. My adviser was 
                standing at the bottom of the stairs (first in line) encouraging 
                me because she knew that I am stubborn enough and had enough 
                pride and courage that  I would make it without help. 
                When I got off the stage all I could here was a wave of 
                clapter...it was the audience not clapping for the next 
                candidate (everything stopped until I made it completely off 
                stage) but for my courage. That felt so good! 
                  
                When I made it off the stage my advisor hugged me so tight 
                (but careful) that I thought I was going to burst. Then she told 
                me how proud she was of me and that she knew I would make it. 
                She started to cry which started me crying. Then I walked over 
                to the director of the Social Work Progam, she had been  
                one of my instructors, she too started to cry and hug me. Every 
                proffessor in line hugged me or patted me on the back. Everyone 
                told me how proud they were of me and encouraged me in ways I 
                never thought possible. All the humiliation I started to feel 
                trying to get on and cross the stage melted away in a mist of 
                tears of pride. It was probably the best experience I could ever 
                had. 
                  
                At this point I would like to thank all of you for your 
                support. The degree I earned Thursday could not have happened 
                without the support of all my friends and I consider all of you 
                my dear friends. With that in mind I would like to say.....YEEEE 
                HAAAA WE MADE IT!!!!! 
                  
                LUV AND HUGS 
                  
                Janine  |