I find it very interesting what we chart for ourselves in this life here on earth.  I had to endure many hard times, the last, lose of my spouse and best friend being the most difficult.  The lessons learned by experiencing these difficulties were priceless.  I truly believe I was saved from (self) harm by my spiritual guides, who provided me with the gift of (spiritual)knowledge and directed me to 2 very special mediums who gave me the closure I so needed in my life.  My life is forever changed for the better. I am whole, happy and thirsting for more knowledge.