Spirital Learning Center

The Walk

Darkness....i know it's feeling well it manifests at the birth of of change it is the moments or days before the New You is to be born..it is knowing you are soon to loose the comfort of the womb or coccon you have built with all that you have learned in the time prior to your new birth....some part of you senses the changes soon to come..be it your body, your mind, your emotion or spirit knowing

I feel the darkness wrap around me..i still sense i am me i am strong i am bright..but the only light i see in that moment is the light that is burning within...i seek my tools to see and i find i am without them this trip in....why i wonder in the silence...my eye has always been there to guide me ability to see within the darkness..i find it not working, much to my dismay..i instantly reach for the hands of those that have guided me in the past..and find the hands cold and ungiving..some part of me senses how hard it is for them to let me fight alone..as i a mother would suffer the tension as my child learns his lessons........my first reaction is one of fear followed instantly by anger...i have worked hard i say to the darkness why..oh why must i walk this day blind...my body triggers sensations i listen and find it is talking to me..it speaks of letting go..releasing..it says patience...my mind struggels to comprehend...i relax..let all go who wish to leave me..and i wait..i sit with the sun on my face take my moments of silence..with only one lingering thought when will the sun rise agin within....

hoop

From: hooplight	Sent: 1/13/2001 2:35 PM	5 of 7
...tears for fears...as i await the new birth and the rising of sun within a moment takes a side turn i am confronted to act and i do i source my liight spirits light and mesh with the love that vibrates within and in the darkness i find i am stealth and in the shadows i find my intent clear..funny how others do not see what lies clear within my mind and soul...balance....as i take each step i seek my clarity check my self..move forward..i seek not victory just clarity....can i walk with in the den and come out unscathed...i call for my guides they comfort me..owl becomes my eyes and wolfs breath warms me in the shadows..i walk my protocal..finding for the first time i need not sit and wait that i can work within shadows...as each step unwinds and i form a stronger bond to those i love i find myself..threw my clarity and intent......sun is coming soon thank you spirit for the lesson in darkness hoop

From: hooplight

Sent: 3/21/2001 1:10 PM

7 of 7

Sweet Tears of frustration,minds eclips of thought only feelings wind threw me now..........a tear streaked face can still laugh......a tear streaked face can still grin

A heart bruised and sore can beat, a heart scarred and sensitive can still love....

Arms can hug as well as lift....

Balled fists in the darkness belie the rage of my internal storm.......

Is that balance? loving against the storm that threatens to sweep you in the drift of time.....

what escapes my lips these days?

.....love ,anger fear, humor a single emotion fragmented aginst a thousand mirror's

A thousand mirror's......the Darkness is gone and i find i stand before a thousand mirror's

And i wonder?.....How much did i pay for this ticket?

Hoop

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