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| | From:  snows34 | Sent: 29/10/2006 02:18 |
Oh this is so nice how i can come in here and type out without boring everyone lol..i got to go to circle on wednesday boy i could have climbed the wall but hey,,,,it started off my tutor had rang me the day before asking if i could make it at 11.30am an hr later as one of the girls had an hosp appointment,,well of course i was going to say yes,,but then afterwards that evening i realised well this doesnt get done for me,,i have been affraid to ask in the past why? i dont know,,,,i realised that evening also that something was up as well,,so the following morning when i got up and left for circle and once i got there i was the firstthen soon after another 3 can now we were starting at 11.30am but there was still no sign of the lady who we cancelled our original time for in the end we carried on and she never turned up grrrrrrr this made me mad i know it shouldnt have but when you got things to do it does. My tutor asked after circle if we would like to keep to the time and i was the first to say no thing is at least you ahve more time when you finish at 12.30 instead of 1.30 if i finished at 1.30 i wuldnt have time if i needed to go somewhere you get me,,,as i explaind this another lady agreed with me thank god i wasnt on my own in thinking this....Well anyway i had a lovely time,,i done a tarot card which i was finding it a bit strange,,i've never handled tarot inmy life only my angel ones,,when my tutor showed me how she worked i thought hey now that's better so ui just carried on and i got a praise and she told me i worked well with the card i was proud,,Although now seems to be the time i need to use my healing and still dont know where to start,i'm sure it soon will be,,,ok i've babbled on enough now i'll leave it like that.. love as alway'sxxxxxxxxxxxxx |
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| | | From: snows34 | Sent: 20/11/2006 08:22 |
Hi Diary,,,,,i know i havent put anything in here for over a week i know i am naughty slap slap,so i am going to bore you to death know lol...HEHEHEHEHEHE.....OK Last wednesday i got to circle i dont know this excitment is getting to me lately one minute i'm really excited about something which i cant put my fingers on yet lol and then another bang i'm acheing like there's no tomorrow,,,anyway,,,during a med i had a wonderfull experiance on love peace and harmony,,,,i then was asked to do some phylosophy omg i dont know if i spelt that right it's to early in the morn for me especally when i havent had a night's sleep..so of course i asked my guides to go to one side and let my phylosophy guide come in,,,omg what an experiance,,,it was a gentleman dont know him well yet but i had so much love and trust,i need to meditade more to get to know them,,well anyway exciting part now,,yet again this happened through trance,Now i am wondering am i going to be a trance medium like i have been told,,but a healer as well,,now that would be something else wouldnt it diary,,lol look at me i'm talking to the pc now hehehehe i thought i was loosing my mind a bit.....this experiance of trance is well and truly loved by myself and my guides i am now thinking of trying this out permantly,,who knows what tomorrow brings hey,,,,,,,ok before i go though can i ask for my healing guide and angels to send out healing to all those in need right now and may i ask that it be sent to dad edgar to as he is still in hosp over comming new hurdles along his way ,,,,,may my love surround each and every one of you and my calmness be sent to those who are in need,,,,,,,, In love and lightxxxxx |
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| | | From: snows34 | Sent: 14/12/2006 15:22 |
Hi diary,,hey now what a strange week it has been,yesterday was my last day in circle until the 10th of january,i'm hopeing that it's then i am going to start my healing circle to,i so want that i have been haveing kelsey mmeting up with spirit and the experiances are so great she loves it,she is so comfortable with them at the moment she done a fantastic reading so spot on last night which blew me in some way,it makes me think that she needs to do more readings but not to many only when i feel she can....spirit are talking to me and trying to make me hear them,i so love spirit right now and the respect i have it's an amazing feeling,,,,ok i'm off for a cuppa and i'll be back soon.. Much love to you diaryxxxxxxxx |
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| | | From: snows34 | Sent: 17/12/2006 13:52 |
Dear diary,,well i know this diary is for me but i felt that i should share in kelsey's development as well this morning i asked kelsey to do a reading for me now i asked the cards a question before she done it and i couldnt have had a perfect one yet again i will share with you my reading and this is what it was i'll only make it short but i'll tell you what the meaning is... Opal.....Your children on earth and heaven are happy and well cared for by god and the angels,,,,well if this isnt so true i've work i need to do here and i know kelsey is being helped by you in all aspects of her life.... Archangel Raphael....I am helping you heal physical challenges in yourself and others you are a healer,like me,,,now when this card was pulled it's makeing me think of where i want to be and many of my dear friends have pointed this out so this was nice to be pulled by my own daughter,,,, Adrina,,,,I am leading you toward the answer to your prayers,Please listen to and follow the steps i am communicating throuogh intuition thoughts and dreams....this is so true also this card represents what i want to do in my life and it also fits in with archangel raphael.. Serena I am the angel of abundance,you will recive the money that you need,and god is in charge of how that will happen,have faith,,well this is also true,,lately money has been comming in bits and drabs and i know there is more on the way,,Wow iNDRIEL....You are a lightworker,God needds you to shine your Divine light and love-Like an angel upon the earth and all of its inhabitants,,,,This is also true i know i can do this it's all confidence i need to go where i need to go and what i need to do.... Raye.....Yoga and excersice are essential to your well being,,peace of mind and spiritual growth right now,,,,well did i just mention this,,how cool was this card,,,,i feel this all fits in just beautifull in my life right now..and where i am heading towards,,, Thank you so much kelsey babe this is what i so needed to hear right now,,,with all that is happening in our lives and i am sure that mammy is going to help you grow along with us your angels and the love of spirit god bless you kelsey our sweet child,,,we love you,,, Oh was that a message for her?i think so,,,thank you diary for being here so i can share our experiances with you,,it's nice i can come here and just let things out on our spiritual journey god bless,, in love and in light,,xxxxxxx |
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| | | From: snows34 | Sent: 15/01/2007 15:27 |
Dear Diary,,,I've had a busy month with xmas and all but since then i have had some lessons learned maybe this is the right time to let free of the old and let in the new,,,With dearly great respect to spirit and my spirit guides i have had to learn to never let others get to me in such a sensitive way...i've had to learn i am me and i will protect and look out for all but when i have looked after and put myself first,i trust in my guides to give me truth in information i recive,With total respect to my trust i will allow for my guides to use me as their messenger,,i will allow for my body to become theirs for my eyes dont see my mind isnt mine i am aware of what is happening and they know the boundaries they are allowed to go,i know now i am a native american i have never wanted so much to become apart of a life until now,,,i wanted so much to speak their language and even everything sounded so gobbly googed it all makes sense now,,,From this day on i make a solom vow that i will serve my father to the best of my ability the turth shall be told,even though some may not make sense at first they shall alway's later along their pathway when they become more wiser and see more clearer,i will help to teach what i know to my daughter and anyone who needs me,,,,,in love light and respect.. your messenger traceyxxxxxxxx |
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| | | From: snows34 | Sent: 20/01/2007 03:35 |
Dear diary,,today i am feleing great inmyself,i havent been to well but with the love of these kind people here in this home of mine,i have become much better the only thing is my voice i have lost it,i coughed something up last night after healing yes there were like little blood vessels in it so i panicked i came straight back on the pc and i had to speak to my dear friend Ravenmoon she helped me through a time when i just freaked out,,i then spoke to cc's partner john oh he's just like a computer dad to me but hey i'll have him here in my home very soon and we cant wait,,,,i have been really busy with my healing i have been sendng absent healing to another friend but i have many here i like to look out for and i will send them healing to,,,but today i figured i need to have the wekend off again,,why is this?is this to do with my spiritual progress?is that why i saw so clearly last weekend,,?well we shall see,,i'm not going to circle yet again and i have another week off after next week but how am i going to tell my tutor that i have a dear friend calling coz i will be spending quality time with him but may be i could still go?who knows lol..i am so glad that nana is doing well right now diray she so needs it,,,ok i am off to sleep i dont know if i have done any spelling mistakes but i know you will forgive me for that it has just gone 3.34am here in uk and i am heading off to my bed,tablets kicking in,,anyway i will soon be back on the progress after i ahve a wondefull lie in,,,nightxxxxxxxxxxx |
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| | | From: snows34 | Sent: 03/02/2007 01:47 |
Oh Diary you are so my friend,i'm feeling a bit hurt tonight or should i say morning,i dont know why i feel like this,,,could this be that i go out of my way for others,and they seem to take take take off me,,? it's hurting me to feel like this but i've noticed this last few day's that this is so true,,,diary i alway's appreciate everything people do for me,,i just wish that their lessons come to them soon the lesson of understanding,the lesson of appreciateing,and of course ,,the lesson of respect,,,, soon i will know those who have time for me and those who like to use me,,My father who's in spirit just told me dont worry gal,,,they will learn and you will be the one who teaches them,,,they will be the ones who will loose out,,,i hope so dad,,,it bothers me although it shouldnt,,,hold on sweet heart,,,,Now he's said his peace,,he's a lovely soul bless him love you alway's,,,, Yesterday i was on the phone speaking to my dear close friend,she is my true friend my lost sister so to speak,,anyhow,,i saw this amazing rainbow swirling all around the both of us letting these colours draw into us bonding us so to speak,,anyhow with that i saw the rainbow colours burst from the back of our necks lifting us it was pretty amazing,,but we tend to work on a very high vibration,,and the power is amzing,,,ok i think that is all for now i will come back very soon,, Much love and respect traceyxxxxxxxx |
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| | | From: snows34 | Sent: 08/03/2007 01:56 |
Hi Diary god baby i havent been to visit you in such a while slap slap ,,i've been so busy and i havent been feeling to good,i've bumped into my circle tutor the other day and i had a good chat i'm so dissapointed that i cant get to go as yet with pain and that i so want to enjoy spirit but when i am at home i can down my pills not worrying about driveing and not even worrying about sleeping late,,,i have been missing my circles so much esp the ones one here grrrrrrrr blooming msn,,,,i'm so much happier of late so much has gone on and changes has been made,,it's wonderfull how you get to know the ones that are going to bring bad negativity to you ,,,i'm hearing healing al the time i know i need it but i do send it also,,not like i used to and not straight away i mean,,,,,i used to recive it and then send it,god but now i am useing it wisely now ,,,,see i am a good girl when i want to be lol,,,,,,,Since i posted up about being bonded by rainbows between myself and my friend,,well i met her my long lost sis so to speak,i love that girl,,,,it's amazing how we both clicked from really begining,,,,oh god i'll have to get back to this i've just had a ticking from spirit to get to bed so i'll say good night for now,,,,,,night night... Love traceyxxxxxxxxxx |
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| | | From: snows34 | Sent: 16/03/2007 23:57 |
Oh diary i've been so lost this last 3 weeks,,,,,,,i have had a lot going on and my mind is working double time shame i dont get paid to use it lol,,,,,anyhow i have finally finished my feedbacks but then i have a reading to do and new photo meds going up and i so want to do them,,,i have to visist my friend in hosp tomoz as ewll time god where is it going to because i dont seem to have enough of it lately,,,,i keep getting the number 17 for some reason why? i think i have to do a reading now oh god see i come in here for a bit of time and i get you telling me just go for it ok well before you slap me i'm off to do my reading bye for now i'll be back dont forget lol....... traceyxxxxxxxxxx |
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| | | From: snows34 | Sent: 17/03/2007 03:20 |
Hi diary me again i have just put up a post and i would love to share with you what has happened to me today it's pretty neat so i'll go and copy it ... Hi i have to share with you something that happened to me today,,,i dont know what you call it and i cant explain it,,,,,of late i have been going into dreams where i have been rescuing people and they ahve all been my friends,today jacqui as in the billies was haveing an op,,as i lay down on the sofa today i could see her haveing this op but she decided to leave her body for a while just to go serching for answers,,,,she does not know i am typing this as i will explain to her today when i visit her this afternoon as she was lifting high up she was all in a white cloud,,,i could see her asking for help dont know why but suddleny i saw my body going to her i lay down on the operating table as she went higher,,,she was there for a while so anyway,,,there i was lying where she should be suddenley i saw my hand reach up it was pure white and had gold energy around but as my hand was white my body was covered by a rainbow?,,,and then i pulled her back to saftey lying back on the operating table and myself comming back to my body at home the thing was i was aware i was awake,,what was this experiance,,,i would love to know your thoughts on this if you could make me see clearly what is truly happening,,,,,,, Much love and respect traceyxxxxxxxxxxxxxI do hope this makes sense one day,,,,,so much has been happening ,,the other night i was lying in the bath when suddleny i saw mary madeline she look really beautifull i knew of her through jaqui but then i saw my dear friend silver dont ask no she wasnt in the bath with me real but i saw her she was covered in the most beautifull rainbow,,and we chatted for a while a lot of knowledge going on but i cant rem much about it now as it's been a week or so,,,i would love to know what happened but all i can remember was that she said that i ahve a beautifull energy around me and that i was with her for calming,,,i am so lost with the jigsaw puzzle that is going on spiritually but i will get to solve it soon,,,,,to day i can finally type,,but i have been struggling really bad with getting my words etc out,,,i so miss circle now i miss it a lot but i am doing the right thing with all that is happening here,,,,i pray for my friends friends and all who are in need of healing,,i am thankfull to all of my dear friends who have sent me healing,,i know when your around i know the vibes of a few of you now,,,,silvers gg berttie is a lot with me tickling me lol he's so in patient sometimes but i know he he's there ,,,,anyway i am going to leave it like this for now i will soon get back to you really soon i feel,,,, Much love and respect traceyxxxxxxxxxxxx |
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| | | From: snows34 | Sent: 20/05/2007 12:38 |
Hi Diary,,,thought i have a little let off in here,,,,,well many things have been happening this past few weeks when i first went to a work shop i took on a condition of someone who passed and known how he passed but just lately i keep hearing the sound of a train and as if i am in the station again just how it was when i first developed,,,,,i have come to the conclusion and also been told of this person is also helping me develope just like he's one of my guides but is he here to help me hear things more clearly? that's my next next as i hear him clear as day's and when something is going to happen he makes it very clear to me,,,,I ahve finished circle which was long over due but now i feel great like a weight being lifted off my shoulders,,,,although i loved it i had to look after myself,,,,,ok well that's for now and i'll have to rem what i need to put in again,,,, with lovexxxxxxxxxxx |
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| | | From: snows1 | Sent: 30/06/2007 01:28 |
Diary,, I've been feeling lost this past few months i think i have had so much happening in me and i have done so much spiritualy i cant seem to get the energy back inside,,I know i ahvent been feeling to well this last few weeks and i know this has much to do with it ,,i do know that i will regain this energy once myenergy has rebuilt...forgive me ,,i know that my spirit guides are there with me i know they are helping me alongso while i have this i kknow i can over come my fears and gain strengh to carry on serving loveing and respecting the joyfull world of spirt,,well i will leave it for now but soon be back,, With love and respectxxxxxxxxx |
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| | | From: snows34 | Sent: 01/10/2007 00:51 |
Dear diary....Please forgive me for not coming to see you in a while but things have not been so good for me,,my health is just one big pain and it's like toothache.....i should be in bed right now but i thought i had to come here,,,I have mist my love for spirit in such a long time i havent been able to connect much,,,i feel lost with it all,,but last night i went into trance and let someone come thorugh me which was breath takeing as i havent done it for a long time,,,,,so much is happening and before i went on hols i had the builder come to mesure the pathway to see if the digger would get through,,,,,i do hope they come this week be nice to be in my new bedroom before xmas....did i mention that word lol yep wont be long with us nearly in october,,,,,,,anyway i have to go nowe my head is banging and i must get some shut eye lol....good night diary and i'll be back soon to visit.. With love and respect,,traceyxxxxxxxxxxxxxx |
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| | | From: snows34 | Sent: 13/01/2008 14:18 |
Dear Diary i know i havent been here for a while i am so sorry for that,,,although i ahve been ill over the last few months i havent forgoten about spirit and that i know they wanted me to slow down but i didnt expect it to be this long but it shows that i ned to look after myself,,,spirit are showing themselves so much to me lately which i respect so much,,i promise when i am feeling better i will do more meditation,,ok i will go and have reat now but will be back soon,,,love and respect to spirit,,, Much love your messengerxxxxxxxxx |
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| | | From: snows34 | Sent: 06/04/2008 23:27 |
Hi diary how u doing? lol that would be very hard considering you cant type but me lol.....cant describe how i am feeling lately not nice at all,,,,i feel used and abused dont think i matter u know the things that can bring me down has brought me down,,,,,my life so busy these last weeks and so many people comming and going,,,choosing this and choosing that,,,,although it's all nice and will be worth the while when it's all done,,,,,I have to sort out some sponsered sheets too i need to raise the funds for next yr but i know it will all be worth while in the end.....I amhowever still doing some spiritual work which i know is amazing,esp when u get things conffirmed,,still not sleeping to good it,s getting worse so are the pills they going up these last few weeks...i could typing in here and not stop tonight but i had to let my feelings go..so i will leave u now and i will try and sleep,,,, Much love and very sleepy snowsxxxxxxxxxxxx |
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