crying inside when Vicky was takling yesterday was really weird. I feel like i've met her again she is such a very special friend a strong connection, we have the same ideas. definatley been there before. her religious background interests me that she HAD to believe this and that I can't understand that but understand her trying to find herself again. maybe i'm the becon of light to help her shine.

I keep seeing this boy I feel he's following me, I saw him in slataire he was the picture that was imprinted in my mind then on one of our waks in the park he jumped out from behind a tree, I feel that he's a young isg boy but I also get a victorian feel with him. next to I do meds I'm agonna ask him to come closer see eho he is? maybe he could be  a guide, not too sure