Hi D,
I strongly believe this,that we have a choice and its there if you want it.
my whole life has been an uphill battle,and on a few occasions I'v had someone
ask me in a dream if I wanted to give up and go home.(home being the life
hereafter)
one time it was my brother,not long after he passed,he took my hand in the
dream and said "have you had enough do you want to come with me".I was
very aware in the dream that if I said yes Iwill,that I wouldn't have woken up
on the earth plain.
and a few years after that I had another dream of a tall slim lady with short
dark hair,said "we have been watching you struggle on and on,have you had
enough,do you want to come away from it all now",and again I was very aware
that this was another invitation to give in if I wanted to,but I again refused,
as my children were still quite young.
and also two other times under anescetic at the hospital,again I was aware but
still not ready to give in.
So you really shouldn't worry that anything like that will happen to you ,as you
will always be aware,and have that choice,sorry to ramble.love Brandy xxxx