Listen to the audioclip of this poem from the album wORD dEBRIS.
Ironman for Chuck Legros
I've made it!
I've finally found the Ironman
+ I'm here dumfounded,
because I thought he was erased.
Flipping thru
A book of empty pages,
Changed to color,
Like a 3rd grade magic trick.
I'm no magician.
This is no comic book.
He's no hero.
Virginia is an awakening.
I overwhelm him to meet his level in spirit.
I understand him like no one else.
He needs me,
+ I hurt his loose sanity with religeon.
+ You know,
These aren't the golden years!
Can't turn ghosts to life!
I'm just a student!
"A Butt-Lick!"
sTOP pREACHING!!!
He wants to run!
This is his world!
Where can he go?
To bed...
I end the machine + pace.
I love him.
The morning light brings vibrance.
I can hardly wait for our explosion.
Is there more color than color?
More day when it breaks?
When we see dew, we remember...
My feeling in words,
His feeling in bass,
+
I will lighten my weight,
walking beside him
in poolhalls,
in silver diners,
in the midst of our demons.
I blink my eyes
+
I'm looking back... tHAT fAST!
pURPLE hARLEM iN Washington,
wE hAD eACH oTHER!
wE hAD wILD cARD gAMES
wITH Ro-Bucket + tHE gREEN mACHINE,
tHE fAT mAN,
hIS fUTURE iDIOT iN-lAW,
tHE sCRAWNY fAG wITH a 21 yEAR oLD lIE,
wHO iNSISTED tHAT i "hadn't" lOST eNOUGH mONEY yET!
wE hAD Dave + Buster's!
wE hAD tALKS fROM hERE tO tHE pRINTSHOP,
tO tHERE + bACK tO tHE pRINTSHOP,
iN hIS oL' gREEN tRUCK!
wE hAD tEARFUL bLEEDING cOMPETITIONS iN dUSTCLOUDS
+
a mILLION rOARING fANS!
wE hAD oUR jog wITH tHE dOG iN tHE fOG
+
a rOACHCLIP!
wE hAD tHE nEEDLE iN tHE sKY,
tO lEAD uS tO tHE hIGHWAY!
wE hAD mOJA nIA!
wE hAD mOJA nIA aGAIN,
tHIS tIME wITH hEARTBREAK!
wE hAD wHIPCREAM cANS + nOSTALGIA
+
7'11 aFTER 7'11!
I only meant to heal his broken heart,
By helping him remember the first night,
When he smacked my chest,
To let me know we were "friends"
+ to help him remember that we were "still friends"
He showed me his demons for that,
The distance of Kyle,
Trace who he didn't mean to treat... so bad,
+ his fight with the glass pipe!
fUMES oF hIS sOUL dRIFTING aWAY...
His skin is not made of iron.
He has scars, so it is impossible.
He isn't a superhero,
He's real.
+ I'm real too.
I have scars on my soul.
They still open sometimes + bleed.
i bLEED fOR mAN!