So lonely
and continually denying
Yearning for the urge to
open blinded eyes
Unable to
finish the dream
Or perhaps unable to
start so many seemingly
pleasant avenues
Branching left and down
and down
Fooling The Fool with yet another distraction
Who doesn't hear the tales of open honesty*
Who doesn't see the battles of victory on defeat*
Clouded my vision
Strained my smile
Buried under stale denial
This picture gets scattered, lost on the wind
This whole to dissection, mired in sin
--turning left on the path, while the straight carries on narrow
--for my eyes trod underfoot, at the start of this path
Littered with shadows
So lonely
This thirst of desperation
Glasses fall smashing--Draining the cool, liquid of
my fingerprints
Bloody smudges on a shard of what is not to be mine
Eyes lost in contact
Mine own cast away
For you see you may see
That which I cannot watch at all
For I see I may see
That slip into my endless fall
So lonely
Crying and laughing are
nothing
but the strangest of sounds
But I'm not sure I even recall
I must leave
my path which stops short at the edge
My timely arrival
So timely timed
I find myself lost again
I don't find myself
So fucking lonely
*=Inspired by T.G.Warrior